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Suicide Discussion

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Playingwiththedead
Discussion Probably a goodbye thread/ Taking less sn because of fear of throwing up?
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77
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3K
Playingwiththedead
Playingwiththedead
komakun
Discussion Playing music during/before CTB?
Replies
9
Views
281
h4ppyhypoxia
h4ppyhypoxia
violet.4321
Venting Wanting to ctb but got an opportunity
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0
Views
90
violet.4321
violet.4321
F
Help I need to go fast. SN and Benzo but no meto
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2
Views
115
fitoo5999
F
Rigbro64
thoughts on my OD plan?
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8
Views
493
Rigbro64
Rigbro64
Tyra
When should I buy my SN supplies?
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1
Views
83
Dawnfang
Dawnfang
fettyshooter
  • Question
Method fent (without benzos)
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11
Views
773
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
  • Question
Method nitazenes/fent. feeling so hopeless
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2
Views
421
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
Tyra
Is taking SN while family gone to work an okay idea?
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12
Views
222
Tyra
Tyra
LonelyPrince
NSFW I want an ED (TW)
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10
Views
279
thelostautistic
T
R
How much methylphenidate to kill you? How does a methylphenidate OD feel?
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6
Views
129
RandomUsername1
R
Eva is sick
Discussion More happy but also more sad how
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3
Views
156
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
Die.A.Ria
Discussion Guys i feel so bad
Replies
6
Views
195
valar_morghulis21
V
WallTermite
Venting I'm losing my mind
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3
Views
127
fitoo5999
F
A Sit of Doubting
do you feel like god has abandoned you?
Replies
32
Views
1K
No-name
No-name
rei00
Method hydrochlorothiazide?
Replies
1
Views
85
jyxzen
J
T
Venting Partial hanging suck
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3
Views
204
tender
T
Die.A.Ria
Discussion MIC vendors are desperate in getting me to order
Replies
14
Views
695
tomatopotato475
tomatopotato475
sleepydeaths
Venting i wish i never introduced them to each other
Replies
14
Views
469
notthatclever
notthatclever
S
Venting I'm done with life. Tried to hang myself (FSH) but I failed.
Replies
4
Views
357
tender
T
idontwantthisplease
I realized that people around me would not care if I die.
Replies
1
Views
119
balladeer
balladeer
S
My dads building an extension.
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0
Views
97
Salhalla
S
P
Multi drug sedation with SN
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0
Views
72
pcm733
P
bpdbun
MIC and Alibaba?
Replies
22
Views
999
bpdbun
bpdbun
N
I tried to kill myself tonight and I felt nothing (it was a shitty unplanned attempt)
Replies
3
Views
191
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Endstati0n
Venting I wish this site didn't exist
Replies
2
Views
286
komakun
komakun
N
Method Abortion
Replies
10
Views
436
Passenger4224
Passenger4224
F
I feel better, SN arrived in 3 days.
Replies
0
Views
115
fitoo5999
F
fluorescentpearl
Help If I was to leave the house alone would someone be able to trace my phone in time?
Replies
3
Views
288
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
S
Discussion How to Leave with Minimal Pain for Those Who Remain
Replies
66
Views
16K
hevnsfall
hevnsfall
Mgelanie
Venting being a woman in the middle east
Replies
36
Views
2K
heldbyone
heldbyone
10mmc
Not ready to ctb? Downplaying? Idk, can anyone offer perspective?
Replies
2
Views
156
10mmc
10mmc
825hp
Story copied from my notes app this morning
Replies
0
Views
106
825hp
825hp
G
Venting it always gets worse
Replies
1
Views
104
larplarpsahur
larplarpsahur
Infelix-Cat
Venting Feeling Alone
Replies
1
Views
87
larplarpsahur
larplarpsahur
Mistergeburt
Discussion How to write the final note?
Replies
3
Views
224
Lastact
L
notevenhere
Discussion how do you feel about ctb in your room versus at a hotel?
Replies
2
Views
219
notevenhere
notevenhere
couldntcareless
anyone wanna talk
Replies
21
Views
333
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Discussion Manifestation
Replies
4
Views
134
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
fushiguroglazer
CTB via shotgun (legal obtainment)
Replies
6
Views
337
fushiguroglazer
fushiguroglazer
J
Method Can I take SN without sedative?
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4
Views
181
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
F
Man meto is fucking harder to get that SN!
Replies
0
Views
69
fitoo5999
F
Carrer
DSL is back with a new site called "HB"
Replies
79
Views
6K
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
sleepytime5
It doesn't matter, it never matters
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0
Views
65
sleepytime5
sleepytime5
starboy2k
heal❤️‍🩹 or heel🦮?
Replies
5
Views
172
khora
khora
Tyra
I’ll never be 100% okay with my CTB
Replies
0
Views
84
Tyra
Tyra
F
How do you deal with loved ones?
Replies
19
Views
1K
Sunshine
Sunshine
Tyra
Would it be bad to do it before family vacation?
Replies
4
Views
178
Tyra
Tyra
V
Discussion Do you intend to leave a will?
Replies
2
Views
122
TwistedNightmares
TwistedNightmares
W
Venting I just attempted
Replies
8
Views
353
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
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