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Suicide Discussion

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killrockstars
Venting Thinking about doing it on my birthday.
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1
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152
HFK40000
HFK40000
burninghill
It’s hard to accept that I’m scared of dying
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17
Views
500
bhaloo
B
Aknu132
Discussion Is suicide always the most logical thing to do?
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22
Views
881
jaysthreecents
J
Redhand5
Poison Hemlock
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12
Views
515
Redhand5
Redhand5
nettspend
Anyone tried this SN source?
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14
Views
599
HollowSoul
HollowSoul
a4001
7-hydroxymytraginine
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1
Views
106
LastNite
LastNite
pluvio
Discussion Any other Canadians desperately hoping on MAID?
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8
Views
189
TAW122
TAW122
rainwillneverstop
Women’s Space Peer Support Megathread
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237
Views
31K
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
P
Is risperidone suitable for the SN method?
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3
Views
96
a-lien
a-lien
memento-mori
Method what should I tell the doctor to get prescribed strong antiemetics?
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6
Views
205
xXSufferingXx
X
l1ablemistakes
Discussion My Heart and Other Black Holes (book)
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1
Views
65
l1ablemistakes
l1ablemistakes
LXR515
Alcohol to overcome SI
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6
Views
103
pinstripe
pinstripe
N
How long does it take to die from SN ingestion?
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2
Views
131
BradGuy123
B
insekurity
clonazepam od non-method for a "trial run" of suicide?
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12
Views
385
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
A
Autistim, Lonliness & High IQ linked to Depression
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11
Views
387
Action
A
s1u9l0rd
Venting Visiting family made me realize they all hate me
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0
Views
49
s1u9l0rd
s1u9l0rd
boilingfishcakes
Venting My friend became my worst bully.
Replies
7
Views
422
deadanddecomposing
deadanddecomposing
A
Why do you have to fast before chloroquine and amit protocols?
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1
Views
51
DeathSweetDeath
D
need2beskinny_
Venting BPD and the feeling of losing my FP over arguments. I can feel my SI coming back.
Replies
1
Views
57
FF777
FF777
miyabi
Low Dose SN Trial Run Experience
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45
Views
1K
lpdsvm
lpdsvm
5_5
  • Question
how do you deal with the fact that no one truly knows you?
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10
Views
226
need2beskinny_
need2beskinny_
T
  • Question
How long does it take
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9
Views
345
yuihinafan
yuihinafan
N
Method What about nicotine OD?
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10
Views
167
winter.
winter.
failedmind
giving up
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3
Views
211
failedmind
failedmind
N
Help How do you get the strength to actually do it?
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10
Views
170
Aren
Aren
F
My SN order was cancelled
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6
Views
381
winter.
winter.
newpath
Is this possibly a perfect method?
Replies
25
Views
818
Aren
Aren
lovelulu
Help please i dont know what this is i dont know whats wrong with me
Replies
9
Views
252
Fadenself00_
Fadenself00_
felony
Venting Does anyone else feel like there easily replaceable?
Replies
14
Views
221
s1u9l0rd
s1u9l0rd
D
lithium overdose
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9
Views
241
Fadenself00_
Fadenself00_
m3nhera
I think I’ve made my decision.
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13
Views
772
m3nhera
m3nhera
CatsMeow
I’m alive
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2
Views
146
FF777
FF777
bruised_reed
Method I think I'm set on Fent
Replies
8
Views
535
winter.
winter.
LastDayOnEarth
Im ready for hell
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2
Views
95
NoFear
NoFear
struggles_inc
Story I got diagnosed
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0
Views
105
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
l5xington
Venting Too happy to die but too paranoid to live
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1
Views
66
idfwlnh
idfwlnh
E
planning to ctb in november, thoughts on method?
Replies
5
Views
226
exhaustedgolfcat
E
Dinozauria
Venting I cannot pass over a high ledge normally due to suicidal thoughts
Replies
0
Views
46
Dinozauria
Dinozauria
S
Failed CO Using Charcoal and Car
Replies
54
Views
8K
Cat-soul
Cat-soul
Ima-username
Discussion Carbon Monoxide TL;DR Method
Replies
30
Views
1K
Cat-soul
Cat-soul
Jadotine
Should I CTB now ?
Replies
9
Views
243
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
1
Method What's it like?
Replies
2
Views
125
dirkw83
D
sshine
Story What do I make of this?
Replies
2
Views
99
sshine
sshine
Ben 111
Rant
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8
Views
111
Ben 111
Ben 111
m4rlboror3d
Discussion last thoughts
Replies
4
Views
143
Ugly3
U
crystalcastles
Anyone in Canada buy SN from MIC?
Replies
6
Views
217
dirkw83
D
L
Discussion Do you think you were always on a path to this?
Replies
38
Views
581
lilyistootired
L
hereandthere13
not a lot going on at the moment
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4
Views
62
sadbh
sadbh
iamjustapebble
Venting i fucked myself over for no reason and now I have no way out
Replies
1
Views
143
Ben 111
Ben 111
S
I am so sick and suicidal and my family is ill
Replies
0
Views
57
Star67
S
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