Biological mechanisms seem to be designed to make us suffer.

[Sadbanana]

I have found out that being constantly stressed, depressed and lonely doesn't shorten your life span all that much. It's around 7-15 years shorter. But it does fuck up your health and make aging significantly faster and more debilitating.

I used to think there was a silver lining, that at least I get to live shorter. But this design seems geniuinely evil and sadistic, if it was on purpose.

I was wondering why in 25 I have so many health issues. A lot of them are stress related or coping related. By I literally phisicaly feel like I'm in late thirties or mid forties.

I feel like for me suicide is a must. I know I will not age well and I will just keep being more and more miserable.

I need out of this literal hell, ASAP. This is just way too far from being acceptable. I wish I could just cbt already. But I have very strong SI for some reason, combined with executive disfunction and let's be real most of the avaliable methods are complete garbage (thanks to virtue signaling privileged people). It feels like I was deliberately and delicately design to suffer as much as possible for as long as possible.

 

[ondeathwaitlist]

Yeah I dont understand why cancer can kill you so much faster than suffering just in the head? like cause it aint visible it has almost no impact??? wtf.and dont even talk about survival instincts. and the fact its taboo to talk about "choosing" to go away by yourself.

 

[iguazo falls]

i feel this so much, old people around me always are like yea youre young but i feel 10 years older and always in discomfort/pain and i'm doing things like exercise to relieve it but it never fully goes away and it didn't start until i moved out on my own. but obviously many older people are salivating at the chance for you to suffer as much as them and then spew "wait until you have children" at you. solutions to homelessness (which is the prospect is a bit of a stressor for me) triggers some of these older people bc how dare you have a prerequisite to being able to contribute to society easier, yet they are also adverse to the freedom to CTB. just trapped in this fucking hell and expected to compete for limited seats. i think its really cruel to be trapped here when stress literally destroys your immune system and brain.

and all this aggressive suicide prevention shit pushed by antiabortion religious groups, elite classes who can use the gubby card to buy lobsters, and people who rarely admit the actual reason someone in their life CTBed. people who when they get their way actively make life worse for everyone else out of their own selfishness when they enact their cruel will and im not even talking about suicide prevention now, they just make life shit.