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Suicide Discussion

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wannabeangel
Venting angel's vent thread - broke my own wings
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76
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4K
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
cocobutter
Discussion Sn protocol with benzo?
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0
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44
cocobutter
cocobutter
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Method Method suggestion
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10
Views
323
Dewey
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RestlessTaiga
Venting I don't recognize myself anymore
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5
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606
Feldsparc
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pudds
CTB with SN: Can’t get benzos, is Pregabalin a suitable alternative?
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16
Views
980
cocobutter
cocobutter
bruised_reed
Method I have seen eye-drops as a method come up recently
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1
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130
peacebenow
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bl33ding_heart
The day is getting closer and closer
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3
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124
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
Captain laser
Method cleaning products
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5
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153
DeathSweetDeath
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suimaxxer
how often do you self-harm?
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10
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210
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
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Family is everything
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5
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481
Feldsparc
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LastDayOnEarth
I almost broke down trying to say goodbye to my best friend
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0
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80
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
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Does anyone else write their suicide note in their head all the time?
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17
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228
thelostautistic
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Help Trapped in a room by myself, can't leave, just want to end it
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0
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88
LittleJem
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Matchaaa
Why does society treat life as an Absolute Good?
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10
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381
PanaxMan
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E
When did it start for you
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5
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171
Echo
Echo
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My plan…
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31
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2K
Catchthebusnow
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embr3ce2026
Discussion what's everyone's go to music when they're feeling really suicidal?
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22
Views
579
DashofPepper
DashofPepper
Aphid
With others
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1
Views
95
inara_9
inara_9
NotOkay_
Want to CTB tonight and feeling lonely
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3
Views
197
NotOkay_
NotOkay_
Butterfly-death
Nueropathy :(
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8
Views
302
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
Maki9
Discussion Eternal life
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1
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75
PanaxMan
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nitrogenous
Got rejected again for being too “high risk” and “complex”
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7
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368
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
Lost Magic
Please let this be my final year on this hellish planet.
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2
Views
151
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
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Help Are there any Telegram, Discord, or Reddit accounts dedicated to CTB?
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7
Views
264
tanaka10
T
lostmywhimsy
Help I have one more month but can't decide on a method
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24
Views
669
marleybarley
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tymiaomioa
How to Cross the Body's Final Line
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1
Views
218
Unworthyhuman
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tasmaka
learning im "not normal"
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3
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216
PanaxMan
P
C
Dsl
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75
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7K
Zorander
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Sakura.
Even leaving my room and going out onto the street - full of beautiful, wonderful people... - is becoming too much for me...
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13
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449
LittleJem
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visine
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0
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73
Unworthyhuman
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hereandthere13
My method
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4
Views
247
volo
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Yknot
Discussion Would you leave your sasu history for your relatives?
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29
Views
549
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
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Is there any other option?
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2
Views
126
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
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Euthanasia EU
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4
Views
345
Toastie
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Scarf around the neck
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1
Views
115
Claymore7274
Claymore7274
monotine
Story of my failed SN attempt
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10
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2K
eclosion
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meowzers3276
SN return to sender
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8
Views
503
rkk3
rkk3
dreamofnofuture
Venting it's my birthday today...
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9
Views
178
dreamofnofuture
dreamofnofuture
Aphid
Story Failed partial hanging
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4
Views
417
Aphid
Aphid
Bootleg Astolfo
The chick who treated me like a dog keeps being in my nightmares
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2
Views
137
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
sleazyyyy
Why do I run to the person who hurt me for comfort?
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6
Views
201
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
gardenoflonely
Venting I just wish someone would've stayed with me
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1
Views
88
interna
interna
J
  • Question
How do you measure/weigh the 20/25g of SN and 50ml of water?
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2
Views
103
Lazuli
Lazuli
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Help Hanging in a hotel
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8
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474
Nothing.
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Leonard_Bangley39
Help getting prescribed depression meds?
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4
Views
109
Hollowman
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mold
Venting Getting treated like I'm not human or abandoned because I'm "sick"
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5
Views
148
pika401
pika401
Q
Drowning
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17
Views
424
rkk3
rkk3
K
Help Query about Tapentadol, need urgent help
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2
Views
74
koka
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A
SN when drunk
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15
Views
443
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
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SN Questions
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7
Views
330
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
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