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Suicide Discussion

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Aren
Help 2 Nights before i can't escape
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21
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541
Aren
Aren
0dysseus
Help Please help! Progressive illness
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9
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223
the_sugar_buzz
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GoSan1
Story 24 / The death of my wish.
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0
Views
69
GoSan1
GoSan1
Butterfly-death
Does anyone else feel forced to CTB?
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17
Views
377
ih34rty0u
ih34rty0u
notsosillybilly
Venting giving up
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2
Views
110
Secro
Secro
U
Jumping in new york city.
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3
Views
100
hdead
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Leichter Kampfwagen
Anyone else ruin their life for no reason?
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5
Views
129
hdead
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U
Discussion Do you go to hell after ctb?
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59
Views
951
never mind me
N
E
I cannot deal with this loneliness anymore
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44
Views
2K
endeledestein
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bl33ding_heart
Nembutal on the dark web
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55
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2K
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
amy joyce
I know it sounds crazy but....
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26
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2K
StarryEyed
StarryEyed
D
Venting Sick of the pro lifers
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4
Views
141
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
ilostyourletter
How to avoid the guilt of committing suicide?
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4
Views
135
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
A
Story My mistakes prevented me from CTB - As usual...
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6
Views
228
LongJacks
L
P
Feeling trapped
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1
Views
96
Secro
Secro
notsoinnocent
Venting I wish people would accept me
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3
Views
205
catonline
catonline
catonline
Venting feeling like an alien
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3
Views
97
catonline
catonline
quietwater
Thread(ding) here is hard—is it because I’m suicidal?
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14
Views
217
morina
morina
Whydaddy
How to get over the taste of euthasol
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17
Views
539
pedro3211
P
Secro
  • Question
Help Best method of suicide in Germany?
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3
Views
154
inandoutoflove
inandoutoflove
C
Possibly my last post going with N2
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4
Views
174
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
Venting I want a gun.
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3
Views
177
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Venting Existence is a curse
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3
Views
155
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
gentarouhongou
MIC shipping problem
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9
Views
207
d4nknee
d4nknee
DignifiedGrave
Venting Excited to be done
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5
Views
159
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Help What’s easier to do successfully FSH or PSH
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3
Views
96
Ben 111
Ben 111
T
Help Can someone from the US help me (SN)
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23
Views
2K
HFK40000
HFK40000
Ben 111
The beauty of death
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0
Views
77
Ben 111
Ben 111
L
Help Looking for the July 2026 edition of PPH
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3
Views
198
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
HFK40000
Venting The silence is deafening.
Replies
0
Views
59
HFK40000
HFK40000
SomewhereNew
Lost my job back to bed rotting
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1
Views
158
Ben 111
Ben 111
L
Venting Waiting 2 more hours
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10
Views
268
Ben 111
Ben 111
Crematoryy
NSFW I've Lost My Sensitivity to Sexual Pleasure
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5
Views
301
caotic_realm
caotic_realm
S
Venting I don't want to die but I don't know what else I can do
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5
Views
213
skyunderthesea
S
celestialstarzz
Venting worried about getting SN
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1
Views
79
Keanu789
K
ihateittoo
didnt end up going through with it
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11
Views
210
DignifiedGrave
DignifiedGrave
gardenfairy
i need some tips on how to pretend to be okay
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5
Views
131
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Necro_Kitty
What do you think of the afterlife?
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18
Views
271
canidiealreadyy
canidiealreadyy
athiestjoe
Resource Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)
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78
Views
32K
catlove123
C
mi_ba_
Discussion if you got everything you wanted, would you stay?
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68
Views
2K
Secro
Secro
O
Venting I’m so pathetic
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1
Views
83
Secro
Secro
tapetum_lucidum
Need to ctb by the end of september
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4
Views
260
tapetum_lucidum
tapetum_lucidum
cantthinkofusername
overcoming final SI
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7
Views
243
tree.sn
tree.sn
meowzers3276
anyone with fsh/psh attempt experience?
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1
Views
179
fowlbandit
F
witchcraft
Guilt of going no-contact
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18
Views
581
TooFarAway
T
killrockstars
Venting Thinking about doing it on my birthday.
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1
Views
150
HFK40000
HFK40000
burninghill
It’s hard to accept that I’m scared of dying
Replies
17
Views
499
bhaloo
B
Aknu132
Discussion Is suicide always the most logical thing to do?
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22
Views
879
jaysthreecents
J
Redhand5
Poison Hemlock
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12
Views
513
Redhand5
Redhand5
nettspend
Anyone tried this SN source?
Replies
14
Views
599
HollowSoul
HollowSoul
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