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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Graham.N
Seriously Though
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132
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
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I am deeply suffering and worried about my career if I CTB
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2
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98
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
hurts2b
Poverty will put the nail in the coffin for me
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3
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107
kirillbledny
kirillbledny
K
Update: Lied to my plug that I wasn't really suicidal and still wanted to buy fent. He responded with thumbs up emoji.
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5
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514
KatalinaKrimson
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Playingwiththedead
I wish dying was as easy as it seems to be when you dont want to die
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4
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233
Playingwiththedead
Playingwiththedead
They call me Death.
Alcoholics, where are you?
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34
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1K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Venting Failed CO attempt - 2019/2023
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6
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271
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
fenty
Help Hanging today
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12
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893
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
boilingfishcakes
Method will mixing ketamine and metoprolol actually work
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2
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85
MatiSendiri
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lastappleonearth
Venting Do you often feel jealous or envious of others?
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35
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843
kompyany
kompyany
Vizzy
SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update
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123
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50K
cowlover1252
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Method take a backpack fill it with stones and then go scuba diving in a deep lake using air duster as your air supply.
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7
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340
cowlover1252
C
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Fentanyl overdose - good idea or not?
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4
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130
cowlover1252
C
C
SN in the US - Soon to become illegal due to Youth Poisoning Protection Act
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57
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6K
(UN)COMMON SENSE
(UN)COMMON SENSE
fleurdelune
Venting i don't think i really want to die but i don't want to live as myself and that leaves me with no choice
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7
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175
delinquentsandwich
delinquentsandwich
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Gunshot or fent
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5
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269
booplesnoot34
booplesnoot34
ceilingabove
chatgpt
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16
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521
cowlover1252
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I've ordered the SN today
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15
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610
cowlover1252
C
Passenger4224
Discussion If there was an afterlife, and you had the option to CTB there, would you?
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21
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371
delinquentsandwich
delinquentsandwich
purebliss
Discussion DDMAPH | 5-Drug Cocktail | Cost Breakdown & Accessability
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74
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6K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
kaylag
  • Question
getting xanax
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7
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239
cowlover1252
C
Freaknik
Method Fentanyl or Other Method
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4
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120
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
J
Benzo vs. Ibuprofen for SN
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1
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218
staticdepression
S
jenny6391bubbles
Venting my mom died last month and i dont have it together at all
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8
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224
FF777
FF777
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Help Would mixing 32 oz Vet Basics Lime Sulfur Dip with 1 quart 37% HCl in an unventilated hotel bathroom (~8,500–14,000 L) be lethal?
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1
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85
PrisonPlanet
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fettyshooter
Help 3 days left. need some help.
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5
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206
staticdepression
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L
Please give me a reason to live
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15
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936
CthulusOpp5373
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U
Wish I could find
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9
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435
swan7o7
S
Tyra
The feeling of trying not to vomit
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0
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65
Tyra
Tyra
binjisoya
Nembutal seems like a dream
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9
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402
staticdepression
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D
Venting ctb next week
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3
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211
diganothergrave
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FF777
How I survived my tinnitus (ear ringing) nightmare
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9
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646
FF777
FF777
WallTermite
Method Is it easy to order SN if you live with family?
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5
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197
DeathSweetDeath
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Discussion Is anyone from Poland? I need friends
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56
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5K
knighterrant
knighterrant
LonelyIsTheMuse
Venting I don't think I ever wanted suicide to be the solution
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6
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416
pickedmyctbdate
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Disabledfromjump7
I jumped off an overpass and survived.
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24
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1K
Disabledfromjump7
Disabledfromjump7
czarbeau
Venting Love will not fix you
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1
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113
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
S
Cargo train
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1
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62
yui_suicisawa
yui_suicisawa
Azure
Resource SN megathread
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12K
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2M
samg12395
S
lastappleonearth
Discussion Anyone else constantly physically uncomfortable?
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6
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138
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
T
Method Exit bag and inert gas megathread
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6K
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1M
h4ppyhypoxia
h4ppyhypoxia
S
I don’t want to CTB but I do..
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4
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272
watergun88
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Sanctioned Suicide
Resource How to hang yourself
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5K
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3M
ilovecats1
ilovecats1
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How do i find the method resource threads?
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2
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89
DeathSweetDeath
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Venting banning tv shows and random video games and social media and the internet and then forcing your kid to take psych meds wont stop your kids suicide.
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4
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226
iguazo falls
iguazo falls
purebliss
Method New Method | The "Heath Ledger"
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182
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21K
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
S
Biological mechanisms seem to be designed to make us suffer.
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2
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124
iguazo falls
iguazo falls
otomedissection
Venting Future plans…just in case.
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1
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315
otomedissection
otomedissection
0
How to calm post attempt anxiety / nerves
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6
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161
peacebenow
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HB?
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4
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237
peacebenow
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