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Graham.N

Graham.N

Euthanasia is the greatest form of compassion
Aug 5, 2020
42
Why must I go down deeper and more morbid ways of killing myself. It seemed the machete up by the house was gone but I found a garden stake that should work. My plan is to use any object at this point as a thing to impale into me so critical care is unable to be administered. What is short intense pain vs a life time of pointlessness and untreatable pain
 
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LastNite

LastNite

ice me
Mar 31, 2025
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I hope you think about it with reason. This doesn't sound like a decent way to go and there's many ways that it could fail. As for the pain, you can never truly imagine it. Many people think they can handle pain for a couple of minutes, but that's never the case.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
866
Why must I go down deeper and more morbid ways of killing myself. It seemed the machete up by the house was gone but I found a garden stake that should work. My plan is to use any object at this point as a thing to impale into me so critical care is unable to be administered. What is short intense pain vs a life time of pointlessness and untreatable pain
Please don't think of this method.. It'll only cause pain and cripple you. It'll cause life time of untreatable pain.
 
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Graham.N

Graham.N

Euthanasia is the greatest form of compassion
Aug 5, 2020
42
Who cares though. The point is to die. If there is some pain in the process no big deal. There is a point too where I'd be so gravely disabled that keeping me alive is cruel too
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Yeah it may not even kill you though. There are more reliable ways that don't involve gore.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
866
Who cares though. The point is to die. If there is some pain in the process no big deal. There is a point too where I'd be so gravely disabled that keeping me alive is cruel too
I'm not asking you to not ctb. But asking to not go with this method as it'll not kill you, it'll make your life more painful.
Browse through the threads and look for a peaceful method. You are already suffering, you don't deserve more pain
 

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