shadowlove
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- Jul 31, 2026
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"Last October, because I had a fight with my parents, I took 30 tablets of carbamazepine. I was sitting in a chair at first—for the first 30 minutes to an hour, I didn't feel any discomfort. But then I stood up, and I found that as soon as I got up, I fell down, and no matter what I did, I couldn't get back up—I kept falling over on the ground. Everything that happened afterward I only know from what my father told me. He said he heard the sound of me hitting the wall, came to my room, and found me convulsing on the ground with seizures, but by that time I had already lost consciousness and I didn't even know I had done any of that. They called 120, and I was hospitalized for a week. I was in a coma for five full days. All of this my dad told me after I fully regained consciousness.
When I first woke up, the first thing I felt was excruciating pain all over my body, and because of the seizures, my mouth was covered in ulcers. At that moment, I could only move my eyes. Later, when I read the lab reports, I learned that my creatine kinase level had reached 10,000 U/L, which nearly caused my liver to fail. I was in the ICU, and they issued a critical condition notice. If I had arrived any later, death would have been 100% certain. The side effects are severe. So before you choose this method (CTB), you must make sure that no one will find you. Personally, if they hadn't saved me, I wouldn't have felt any pain at all—you would die in a coma without any suffering, just a bit of dizziness. But if you are found and resuscitated, you will have to endure extremely intense side effects: you'll be unable to take care of yourself for a period of time, and you'll experience temporary memory loss. So if you choose this method, make absolutely sure no one will find you.
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In fact, I guess the pain all over my body for a period of time after I woke up and couldn't move should be caused by rhabdomyolysis.
When I first woke up, the first thing I felt was excruciating pain all over my body, and because of the seizures, my mouth was covered in ulcers. At that moment, I could only move my eyes. Later, when I read the lab reports, I learned that my creatine kinase level had reached 10,000 U/L, which nearly caused my liver to fail. I was in the ICU, and they issued a critical condition notice. If I had arrived any later, death would have been 100% certain. The side effects are severe. So before you choose this method (CTB), you must make sure that no one will find you. Personally, if they hadn't saved me, I wouldn't have felt any pain at all—you would die in a coma without any suffering, just a bit of dizziness. But if you are found and resuscitated, you will have to endure extremely intense side effects: you'll be unable to take care of yourself for a period of time, and you'll experience temporary memory loss. So if you choose this method, make absolutely sure no one will find you.
"In fact, I guess the pain all over my body for a period of time after I woke up and couldn't move should be caused by rhabdomyolysis.
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