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depressedkidiam

depressedkidiam

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Feb 24, 2026
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If anyone could DM me pointers on how to find the brick & mortar source, that would be very much appreciated. I know the industry and where to search but not what keywords exactly, and I haven't been able to find anything after a week. If anyone can help just a little bit I would be so grateful!
 
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Sicherung231

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Jun 5, 2026
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If you use more than the recommended amount, there is a higher chance that your body will react more strongly and so a greater chance of vomiting.
So would 25 grams be enough for my body weight or is there a graph or table I could look into the ml/g ratio?
 
Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
112
Is Zofram good for the nausea? I have some that was prescribed to me.
 
Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
142
Another question; I've seen a table on here again and again that gives an overview about how much SN to use in relation to your weight, where did that come from?
Asking this again ♡ Don't wanna be annoying but I also don't wanna open an extra thread for it
 
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Kabalite

Kabalite

Black Heart
Jul 17, 2026
22
Is it still possible to get SN into the US? From everything I've read it seems like the old methods are gone and sourcing it is much harder than it used to be. Plus there's always the risk of scams or it being seized and you getting a "wellness check" which I'd rather avoid. If I could just get that it would make things much easier.
 
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[redacted]

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Apr 25, 2023
37
does anyone know the recommended dose of Metoclopramide? The dose worries me because I read an overdose can cause a lifelong illness called tardive dyskinesia
 
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CandySkull

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Jun 22, 2026
4
Could sodium nitrite with ≥ 97.0% purity still be enough to kill you? If not, is there any consequences other than hospitalization that could happen if you fail?
 
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officialmadsin

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Jul 14, 2026
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Is it still possible to get SN in the US? I ordered from DSL but package never arrived. After I told him this, this is what he messaged me:

"It's possible your package was intercepted by customs authorities.
Customs services in your country are currently working especially diligently to identify such packages.
Please remind us of your delivery address, and we'll try to send you another package using a different delivery method that doesn't require customs clearance. There's a chance this package won't be detained."

I then re-sent my info and he messaged me this:

"Thank you for providing the address, your new parcel will be sent using another logistics company, but there is one caveat: this logistics company does not provide a tracking number. There are also rumors that parcels without tracking numbers are not checked by customs control, so we hope that this time you will receive the parcel intact."

Although I'm pessimistic and I'm not expecting this one to arrive either. What other sources are there?
 
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Surek

Surek

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Aug 26, 2025
214
Asking this again ♡ Don't wanna be annoying but I also don't wanna open an extra thread for it
Btw, I have the same question. I see it being shared periodically, but where did it come from? Based on what calculations was it created?
 
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Apr 4, 2026
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does anyone know the recommended dose of Metoclopramide? The dose worries me because I read an overdose can cause a lifelong illness called tardive dyskinesia
Check the suicide resources posted pls
 
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Hashe20

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Jul 18, 2026
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There more I read and research about SN its seems kinda brutal, im start to lean to partial hanging more. Unfortunately N is impossible to aquire
 
Surek

Surek

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Aug 26, 2025
214
@Enyan, @0dysseus | I found the post that this table originated from; the author then made a separate post about it and later uploaded a second version (used by Vizzy in his post) with updated calculations
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Note : The above formula is "heuristic". It is based on an opinion of what seems a reasonable approach. No claims are made regarding the validity of that opinion. The information is for illustrative purposes only and can be viewed as suggestions you may wish to consider. No advice is given. No claim is made regarding the information's suitability for any particular purpose. Any use of this information shall be entirely at your own risk.
 
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