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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
10
I didnt even think about this until now but I feel like I'll probably make a playlist and put on one of my favorite songs right before I go through with PSH. Wondering if anybody else has thought about this lol. I was ready to CTB last night and didnt care at all about playing music so maybe I wont really care enough when the time comes.

But it is a really beautiful song. I think it would be nice to have that be the last thing I hear. (sorry for cringe)
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
495
I didnt even think about this until now but I feel like I'll probably make a playlist and put on one of my favorite songs right before I go through with PSH. Wondering if anybody else has thought about this lol. I was ready to CTB last night and didnt care at all about playing music so maybe I wont really care enough when the time comes.

But it is a really beautiful song. I think it would be nice to have that be the last thing I hear. (sorry for cringe)
That's a brilliant idea. Music is a form of meditation that can put you in an altered state of consciousness. So, it can help you feel less discomfort
 
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Widow39

Member
Aug 16, 2026
24
Imo it can help relax and also cover noises
 
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explosiveKai99

explosiveKai99

Member
Aug 8, 2026
42
I also thought about this just recently.
Because I started switching mentally from train to rope, which potentially gives me a choice of setting - calm night in the forest for example. It would be possible to make a little ceremony for myself, have some resemblance of dignity.
First thing that pops into my mind right now is dark ambient, but I'm not sure.
 
Lost_Dawns

Lost_Dawns

Member
Jul 17, 2026
53
if the method i choose has a sudden death, so firearm or jumping or the similar, i want to line up my death with the ctb in yonkagor's circus hop as i think that would help limit my si and it's a good beat drop
 
Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
258
Definitely it will help me with the discomfort and its enjoying
 
HFK40000

HFK40000

Not Living Just Killing Time
Apr 14, 2026
118
I have a Playlist of songs I would like to die to. If I could perfectly time it I would die right at the end of the song "Outside the Wall" by Pink Floyd
 

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