for the last year Ive been planning to go out with fent but after looking at some of the posts here im not sure if its good enough. i use (snort not iv. my veins are dead) about 150mgs of fent every day so unfortunately i already have a tolerance. i have 3 grams of fent and 45mgs of methadone right now. it isnt street fent i get it from the most praised guy on DH. this whole time i was planning on injecting a whole gram but now im worried that wont be good enough. i need some advice
1. since i already have a tolerance im guessing the 1 gram taken with the 45mgs of methadone won't be enough? Will i have to use 2 grams? i spend most my time on dread and other drug forums and over there they made fatally overdosing on fent seem like the easiest thing in the world so i guess i got a little too confident.
2. i need this to work the first time. fent withdrawal is the worst thing i have ever been through in my life. i cant be narcanned or spend a week in the hospital. ive been through organ failure + pain thats made me pass out + so many horrible physical problems that have put me in the hospital and fent withdrawal is worse than all of them. im so terrified ill be found before its too late. my adoptive dad is an abusive monster if this doesnt work and he finds out im an addict he will beat the shit out of me kick me out and beat the shit out of my mom too. him just finding out im gay would be enough for him to kick me out so if i survive its over for me. i spent all the money i made from the last guy on this 8 ball of fent so im not sure what else i could add to give me a better chance of success. im scared i fucked myself over not spending some of that money on something else. ive seen posts and comments here saying fent and methadone on their own arent good enough. is that really true? if thats true for someone with no tolerance then im so fucked.
3. before using fent i used to inject morphine then mgm-15 and then #4 heroin from dnms with my boyfriend. i ruined so many good veins doing that. and now im so malnourished and dehydrated that i cant even hit any of the veins i had left. last time i was in withdrawal i spent over an hour digging into every single vein in my hand and could only get into one of them. i think most of them are collapsed now. if i cant find a vein when i plan to take myself out then what else could i do? i know a ton of people just boof it but those people arent fent addicts. im worried with my tolerance it wouldnt be good enough.
4. how would i even go about injecting it if i could hit a vein? i dont think i could fit a gram into one 1ml syringe and i wouldnt have time to use multiple syringes. im sure after using the first one id pass out and not be able to inject the rest. even if i did have time to use the rest i still have the problem of only having a couple veins left.
sorry if this is exhausting to read im tiring myself out just writing it. i cant stop panicking. its not an option for me to just try again if it doesnt work the first time. i only have one chance. sorry this post is all over the place im too worried to type clearly.
im only 19 so unfortunately i still live with family who could walk in at any time. i might be able to go a couple hours without someone walking in. theyre all awake at different times. im kicking myself so hard for not just buying nitazenes. i cant go do it at my boyfriends house because hes always there and that would be too cruel to do to him.
sorry i tried to space this post out and its still a mess. even though i need an answer to all of them i guess my main question (the one im panicking the most about) is 1 or 2 grams of fent with 45mgs of liquid methadone enough to kill me if i snort 150mgs of fent every day?
the doses are spaced out through the day (50mgs three times.) and 60 - 70mgs is enough to make me pass out. im not sure if anyone can answer this question but if you can does it really take 3 hours for this method to kill you? im very underweight hopefully that will work in my favor.
im sorry if i gave too much info and im sorry about my horrible english.
1. since i already have a tolerance im guessing the 1 gram taken with the 45mgs of methadone won't be enough? Will i have to use 2 grams? i spend most my time on dread and other drug forums and over there they made fatally overdosing on fent seem like the easiest thing in the world so i guess i got a little too confident.
2. i need this to work the first time. fent withdrawal is the worst thing i have ever been through in my life. i cant be narcanned or spend a week in the hospital. ive been through organ failure + pain thats made me pass out + so many horrible physical problems that have put me in the hospital and fent withdrawal is worse than all of them. im so terrified ill be found before its too late. my adoptive dad is an abusive monster if this doesnt work and he finds out im an addict he will beat the shit out of me kick me out and beat the shit out of my mom too. him just finding out im gay would be enough for him to kick me out so if i survive its over for me. i spent all the money i made from the last guy on this 8 ball of fent so im not sure what else i could add to give me a better chance of success. im scared i fucked myself over not spending some of that money on something else. ive seen posts and comments here saying fent and methadone on their own arent good enough. is that really true? if thats true for someone with no tolerance then im so fucked.
3. before using fent i used to inject morphine then mgm-15 and then #4 heroin from dnms with my boyfriend. i ruined so many good veins doing that. and now im so malnourished and dehydrated that i cant even hit any of the veins i had left. last time i was in withdrawal i spent over an hour digging into every single vein in my hand and could only get into one of them. i think most of them are collapsed now. if i cant find a vein when i plan to take myself out then what else could i do? i know a ton of people just boof it but those people arent fent addicts. im worried with my tolerance it wouldnt be good enough.
4. how would i even go about injecting it if i could hit a vein? i dont think i could fit a gram into one 1ml syringe and i wouldnt have time to use multiple syringes. im sure after using the first one id pass out and not be able to inject the rest. even if i did have time to use the rest i still have the problem of only having a couple veins left.
sorry if this is exhausting to read im tiring myself out just writing it. i cant stop panicking. its not an option for me to just try again if it doesnt work the first time. i only have one chance. sorry this post is all over the place im too worried to type clearly.
im only 19 so unfortunately i still live with family who could walk in at any time. i might be able to go a couple hours without someone walking in. theyre all awake at different times. im kicking myself so hard for not just buying nitazenes. i cant go do it at my boyfriends house because hes always there and that would be too cruel to do to him.
sorry i tried to space this post out and its still a mess. even though i need an answer to all of them i guess my main question (the one im panicking the most about) is 1 or 2 grams of fent with 45mgs of liquid methadone enough to kill me if i snort 150mgs of fent every day?
the doses are spaced out through the day (50mgs three times.) and 60 - 70mgs is enough to make me pass out. im not sure if anyone can answer this question but if you can does it really take 3 hours for this method to kill you? im very underweight hopefully that will work in my favor.
im sorry if i gave too much info and im sorry about my horrible english.
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