Would it be bad to do it before family vacation?

[Tyra]

It's in around 3 months.

I always used to be the type of suicidal where I wasn't in pain, I just knew that I didn't want to live.

But now I'm in a lot of mental pain right now. Shout out to anyone else who's going through it right now, we're suffering together, maybe that would make you feel less alone.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I'm guessing they will probably cancel it if you CTB beforehand. It isn't anywhere you want to go? Not everyone gets the opportunity to travel.

 

[Widow39]

I would say you are free. I understand your suffering. And it's your right to end it as soon as you want.

How do you plan to do it?

 

[psty2125]

In all honesty, I wouldn't do it within the next 3 months, nor would I do it immediately after getting back from the family vacation until everything settles down.

This is if they actually love you and care about you.

But if you don't mind me asking, what is your reason for CTB?

 

[Tyra]

In all honesty, I wouldn't do it within the next 3 months, nor would I do it immediately after getting back from the family vacation until everything settles down.

This is if they actually love you and care about you.

But if you don't mind me asking, what is your reason for CTB?

How much time after vacation do you think it'll take for them to settle down? If you don't want to answer it's okay, I'll ask AI.

I'm guessing they will probably cancel it if you CTB beforehand. It isn't anywhere you want to go? Not everyone gets the opportunity to travel.

Wanting to go on vacations and shit is for people who want to be alive. There's nothing I want more than to be dead.

But I understand, most people here would not relate to why I want to CTB. A lot of people here has a long story about how they wish things could be different and better in their life. And that's sad. It's really sad to see people who clearly want to live be forced to do something because they have no options.