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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
BlueButterfly111
Venting It seems like the universe just wants me to ctb, even though I am trying to stay alive.
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3
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484
BlueButterfly111
BlueButterfly111
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I can't quit. Why should you?
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1
Views
298
timf
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naughtyNaughtyBear
Venting Burning out
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2
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314
timf
T
Lov3
Venting I live the paradox of loving deeply and unwillingly being a bad person.
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4
Views
498
Lov3
Lov3
T
I got an internship interview today
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12
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654
ThatStateOfMind
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naughtyNaughtyBear
Venting burnt spent and hurt
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1
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219
elterskiz
elterskiz
D
Help Need recommendation
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9
Views
698
Deathpositive
D
joegoes100
Venting I don’t think I can CTB anymore
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8
Views
558
joegoes100
joegoes100
MAKE IT STOP!
Deleted my suicide note
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3
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320
Deer_Dairy
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Maormer
Help Life after suicide
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4
Views
602
Deer_Dairy
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LancyLoew
Story Challenge 97: Community Story
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0
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221
LancyLoew
LancyLoew
february flyer
Help Do edibles help with depression?
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5
Views
432
a65b
a65b
author
Venting gender/sexuality crisis and possibly some internalized bullshit
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12
Views
861
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Leonard_Bangley39
Help Outlets to stop self harming
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6
Views
488
diospyros.kaki
diospyros.kaki
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
"The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now"
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6
Views
542
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
shatteredspine
Our Story; Our Voices — LONG read (sorry)
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4
Views
941
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
residualfool
Venting Cycles and disconnection
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3
Views
397
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
SchizoPolyGymnast
People who aren't trans: Do you get misgendered a lot?
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9
Views
485
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
naughtyNaughtyBear
Story Hello 👋👋
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5
Views
423
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
D
Story Feels like life is so overwhelming
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6
Views
484
fedup1982
F
NocturnalDistortion
All of you matter.
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14
Views
772
decafcheeseburger
D
orpheus_
Anyone else overwhelmed by how chaotic and incoherent your thoughts are?
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9
Views
657
calebzz1
calebzz1
ImpairedLowlife
Venting Don't even know if all those recovery attempts are worth it
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3
Views
531
ImpairedLowlife
ImpairedLowlife
KenDuh
diary vent
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10
Views
651
KenDuh
KenDuh
dollofyarn
Help What about isolation
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3
Views
457
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
fuzzypeach
Story introducing myself :3
Replies
6
Views
815
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
Abort!
  • Question
Discussion What gave you a sense of purpose post-religion?
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8
Views
569
SarahThrowsGin
S
A
I'm sad
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0
Views
216
allgoodthanks
A
Midnightkitty
Venting Falling back into coming here
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3
Views
408
CowardKnight
CowardKnight
Vombie12
Coping mechanisms?
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3
Views
300
fujikofujiko
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orpheus_
Help Experiences with Piracetam?
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2
Views
398
orpheus_
orpheus_
elpurp
Venting the agonizing wait.
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4
Views
440
monday?
monday?
sireb_b
Venting This last year has been terrible and I'm kinda not connected to reality anymore
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3
Views
547
calebzz1
calebzz1
Lov3
Venting Does someone have alexithymia? *Difficulty understanding and expressing emotions
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6
Views
534
BeanCurd
B
jeevasO-o
Help Advice on living with roommate/s + moving out?
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5
Views
464
BeanCurd
B
G
RANT/ Can´t make myself to finish my work
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2
Views
278
groque
G
reese in pieces
its been 1 year since i've wanted to ctb.
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1
Views
340
timf
T
sonnyw
University was such a disappointment
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10
Views
881
BeanCurd
B
D
Help Know any drugs that can replicate the SSRIs effect on serotonin?
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3
Views
414
rs929
R
justanotherbody
Conflicted Feelings
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5
Views
512
justanotherbody
justanotherbody
RyleIsRiledUp
Resource Recovery methods (repost cuz im dumb and posted in the wrong subforum)
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1
Views
488
the_world_is_on_fir
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Help Anyone used(or perhaps still use) Lions Mane?
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1
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237
lanadelreyisgod223
lanadelreyisgod223
sadidiot0328
I brushed my teeth today
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6
Views
296
Arvayn
Arvayn
ineedsomerest
Everything is starting to get to me
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2
Views
236
fuzzypeach
fuzzypeach
lemonandcapers
Abilify Withdrawal Is Not For The Weak
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2
Views
319
sadidiot0328
sadidiot0328
M
Venting If I will die I will kill the person I love
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3
Views
430
fuzzypeach
fuzzypeach
louboutinsuicide
bpd recovery?
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6
Views
510
dewasrite
dewasrite
F
Insomnia meds
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9
Views
526
pelicanportal
pelicanportal
vyvanceandvodka
Discussion What are the little joys that keep you going?
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39
Views
2K
calebzz1
calebzz1
Dür Ktulhu
Archaeology of the Human Spirit: Anatomy of Faith
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0
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145
Dür Ktulhu
Dür Ktulhu
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