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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
quietwater
“You are not getting better because you don’t want to”
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21
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808
cluefixphantom
C
B
Life is weird.
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6
Views
308
Painforever
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Pablito
Method Lighter gas and a plastic bag.
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4
Views
757
mistysmile966
M
T
Venting Some people don’t leave the darkness
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4
Views
387
cluefixphantom
C
here_for_now
Extended goodbye thread
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9
Views
664
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
babylxlah
Help HOPEFULLY my last DSL post
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14
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1K
ForgetIExist
F
PenPen<3
  • Question
Venting Living 'properly' doesn't feel better
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4
Views
259
thelostautistic
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F
Agonal Breathing with SN?
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1
Views
206
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
eros
Im scared of what comes after
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6
Views
390
LongJacks
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chaoschuckler
Help Is it safe to hang with hand?
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7
Views
535
chaoschuckler
chaoschuckler
F
Anything I should worry about when ordering SN from DSL? (US based)
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23
Views
3K
ForgetIExist
F
A
Need to ctb but I’m scared
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3
Views
240
cyanidekitty
cyanidekitty
R
  • Question
Insulin/academic probation
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2
Views
316
CatLvr
C
The Disqualified
Venting Suicide is the only solution to me
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10
Views
670
An Empty Soul
An Empty Soul
BurningShipFractal
where can i find videos of other people ctb?
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5
Views
383
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
sourcherry
applying to a job role that my friend became burned out/suicidal over. life is a joke.
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5
Views
336
plantlife
plantlife
sourcherry
happy birthday to me
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14
Views
415
flowerbomb
flowerbomb
M
Just double checking my sn
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0
Views
149
madmanbadman
M
PathtoDie
Venting Why is it so incredibly hard to die?
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35
Views
2K
Defenestration
Defenestration
ugulamugula
Help Hanging
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3
Views
309
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
cyanidekitty
Discussion does anyone else yearn to ctb?
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17
Views
687
cyanidekitty
cyanidekitty
TAW122
Discussion If you had dependents or those who rely on you, would it change your personal decision on CTB'ing?
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5
Views
335
TAW122
TAW122
BurningShipFractal
i missed my day
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7
Views
304
charlavail
charlavail
BurningShipFractal
partial or full suspension?
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1
Views
150
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
B
Wouldn't some blood loss method be good? I don't see people talking about it
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8
Views
377
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
DYLLPYCKLE
Method Antifreeze
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10
Views
1K
plantlife
plantlife
TAW122
Venting Those who made up their minds should not be lumped with all suicidal people and have their wishes (to die) respected!
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3
Views
521
TAW122
TAW122
diazepam23
Discussion Has anyone seen the Jubilee podcast episode on suicide?
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4
Views
323
diazepam23
diazepam23
The Disqualified
Venting It's the end of the road
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2
Views
336
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
eggsausagerice
NSFW keep thinking about whether i can actually afford a hotel to ctb in or not
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7
Views
694
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ugulamugula
Help Is this enough?
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1
Views
197
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
D
Method Which one is better, HANGING or POTASSIUM CYANIDE?
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6
Views
416
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
Kokonoe
Venting might be getting diagnosed with BPD. want to kill myself.
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8
Views
542
Chito and Yuuri
Chito and Yuuri
ladidabi
Venting Doctors running in circles
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3
Views
413
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
U
What’s the best or easiest method
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8
Views
909
Samira_Hura
Samira_Hura
nothingbutyou
Is death from kidney failure painful?
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4
Views
247
Topaz111
Topaz111
Kooz
Method The "night-night" method mega thread.
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2K
Views
820K
nocturnal123
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nonbeing
Goodbye thread
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6
Views
474
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
ugulamugula
Discussion CTB Today
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3
Views
215
telekon
telekon
A
Venting Living is torture
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1
Views
261
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Everyday a little closer to ctb
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1
Views
169
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
clawsprit
Venting i wish i had access to a gun
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6
Views
376
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
itsallogrenow
DSL Welfare Check Happened - UK
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55
Views
4K
rainbowpuker
rainbowpuker
meddle
Venting my cat has lung cancer
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12
Views
437
meddle
meddle
D
How long did your SN from dsl take to arrive?
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18
Views
1K
SentientCreature
SentientCreature
Claymore7274
Venting I feel like a walking paradox
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3
Views
211
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
leoneliona
Anxious about delivery date
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18
Views
562
wave211
wave211
Z
HeEELLP
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0
Views
179
Zristal
Z
B
Using enteric coated gel caps for SN
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5
Views
353
Dontwant2Bhere
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Ghostlights
Some rules I've set for myself before I "allow" myself to ctb
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5
Views
647
ohwowlovely
ohwowlovely
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