So I have a gun and ammo and have multiple times held it to my head but my SI always kicks in and I feel paralyzed. I physically/mentally cannot pull the trigger. Any tips on how to overcome SI? I know there's lots of these threads but I was wondering if there's anything gun related, like is there any way I can "accidentally" pull the trigger even though my brain is saying no?
And also, how hard is it really to die from cutting? Like couldn't I just slit my wrists to the arteries and bleed to death? I'm unable to buy anything for other methods I see on here so the gun and cutting are my best options. I'd rather use a gun because I'm pretty certain I wouldn't survive it or feel pain, but it's a lot messier than cutting and part of the reason I want to CTB is so I'm no longer a burden to my family.
Any tips would be greatly appreciated (also, I apologize if I've done anything wrong in the process of posting this, it's my first time starting a thread)
And also, how hard is it really to die from cutting? Like couldn't I just slit my wrists to the arteries and bleed to death? I'm unable to buy anything for other methods I see on here so the gun and cutting are my best options. I'd rather use a gun because I'm pretty certain I wouldn't survive it or feel pain, but it's a lot messier than cutting and part of the reason I want to CTB is so I'm no longer a burden to my family.
Any tips would be greatly appreciated (also, I apologize if I've done anything wrong in the process of posting this, it's my first time starting a thread)
