Want to CTB tonight and feeling lonely

[NotOkay_]

Ive been going back and forth for a month now and putting off CTB. I know in my heart i need to do this but I'm just anxious. I have my method ready. Partial suspension and ive tested it and got some drink to calm my nerves. I just wanna talk to someone who understands me before i go, feeling a bit lonely atm. Struggling with a chronic illness and thats my reason for ctb , i don't actually want to but i don't want to live like this . My inbox is open x

 

[JoeFailure]

Ive been going back and forth for a month now and putting off CTB. I know in my heart i need to do this but I'm just anxious. I have my method ready. Partial suspension and ive tested it and got some drink to calm my nerves. I just wanna talk to someone who understands me before i go, feeling a bit lonely atm. Struggling with a chronic illness and thats my reason for ctb , i don't actually want to but i don't want to live like this . My inbox is open x

Hi,

I'm around if you want to talk, I'll shoot you a message too.

 

[NotOkay_]

You are not the first to announce your departure, but you are not alone, as many others will also do it. I hope it works out as you want, and it will be not too painful. You will get peace when you are close to the end. You are very brave and should know it.

Thank you darling i appreciate you

 

[bhaloo]

I can talk too... but I'm very boring so I don't know what to talk. so if you have topics I can speak.