I'm honestly clueless as what to do, right? Like, suicide feels like the way. I've come to terms with that. But..there is no way to execute it.
I'm marking this as "help" because what I need help with is possibly any methods I've forgotten to list...Or just reciting the divine words of "Don't stab yourself. That sucks, bro."
Firstly..the usual hanging. I have tried. Way too many times. Partial suspension. It fails miserably. I don't know how people do it. My human instincts kick in. Full suspension? I have nowhere to place the ligature. And it's not like I'll use a tree. I'm not going to burden the public with this.
Jumping off a building is an excellent idea. But...where from? I live in a city, yes. But I can't pull up to a random roof of a tall building or something similar. That's fairly outrageous. Even then, where do I jump to? where people are walking? I'm not that selfish...
SN? I never had any idea how to acquire it. Besides that fact, it's so so heavily controlled and I'm broke. Dead end again. Notice a pattern? Isn't life great...
There is of course high risk ones. Self-stabbing has been looking more likely for me, but people here warn against it heavily. I like this method to say, partial suspension hanging because like full suspension once you're in there's no way out. (Unless you call an ambulance...)
Any other miscellaneous method honestly I wouldn't consider. Including gas and asphyxiation. Some things are simply too hard or complicated to setup. I usually run on impulse. While I know there's a task, I just need a good moment. Not time to set it up. (That's probably a shitty personality trait. LOL.)
Anyways...yeah. I'm literally stuck. I can't put into words how much I'd love to just black out right now and whatever bye bye. But...I'm stuck here. Not really in my consent. Shout-out to my beloved parents for bringing me here. How selfless.
I'm marking this as "help" because what I need help with is possibly any methods I've forgotten to list...Or just reciting the divine words of "Don't stab yourself. That sucks, bro."
Firstly..the usual hanging. I have tried. Way too many times. Partial suspension. It fails miserably. I don't know how people do it. My human instincts kick in. Full suspension? I have nowhere to place the ligature. And it's not like I'll use a tree. I'm not going to burden the public with this.
Jumping off a building is an excellent idea. But...where from? I live in a city, yes. But I can't pull up to a random roof of a tall building or something similar. That's fairly outrageous. Even then, where do I jump to? where people are walking? I'm not that selfish...
SN? I never had any idea how to acquire it. Besides that fact, it's so so heavily controlled and I'm broke. Dead end again. Notice a pattern? Isn't life great...
There is of course high risk ones. Self-stabbing has been looking more likely for me, but people here warn against it heavily. I like this method to say, partial suspension hanging because like full suspension once you're in there's no way out. (Unless you call an ambulance...)
Any other miscellaneous method honestly I wouldn't consider. Including gas and asphyxiation. Some things are simply too hard or complicated to setup. I usually run on impulse. While I know there's a task, I just need a good moment. Not time to set it up. (That's probably a shitty personality trait. LOL.)
Anyways...yeah. I'm literally stuck. I can't put into words how much I'd love to just black out right now and whatever bye bye. But...I'm stuck here. Not really in my consent. Shout-out to my beloved parents for bringing me here. How selfless.
