Help How to ctb if you have a rusty knife?

[DragMeIntoPlace911]

I have a 7 inch long knife and 1.5 inch wide knife, and rusty.

I'm thinking of stabbing myself in the temple fully lodged all inches of its length, and is it more likely for me to die if I spin the knife and pull it out?

I'm also stabbing where the lung is and also where the heart is, specifically in the left clavicle and every else in the heart?

How likely am I to die and how do I battle the fear of dying even though I'm ready to accept death and finally have golden opportunities ?

 

[CarbonBased]

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[NamelessPsychopath]

I have a 7 inch long knife and 1.5 inch wide knife, and rusty.

I'm thinking of stabbing myself in the temple fully lodged all inches of its length, and is it more likely for me to die if I spin the knife and pull it out?

I'm also stabbing where the lung is and also where the heart is, specifically in the left clavicle and every else in the heart?

How likely am I to die and how do I battle the fear of dying even though I'm ready to accept death and finally have golden opportunities ?

stabbing the temple probably won't work but the chest idea is correct as long as you hit with all your strength and hit the heart, it's a painful death but also a quick one, you'll only suffer for about 5-20 seconds before passing out and dying

 

[DragMeIntoPlace911]

I've been also thinking if I should also stab my lungs to prevent screaming, also I have neighbourhoods that have no physical distance so they hear me so I'll try dying silently

 

[whocaresabouttrans]

Goodluck if you attempt this, SI is a hell of a bitch, even with practicing the motion and attempting to stab myself in the heart for 2 hours I could never get over my SI and always stopped as soon as the knife started to barely pierce my skin. I did have a friend who had to be hospitalized after successfully overcoming their SI and stabbing themselves in the chest. I would recommend something else, also see earlier reply of non methods that shouldn't be attempted. Sorry you are struggling so hard that you have to consider this way.