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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
stripey
  • Question
what pushed you from thinking about committing suicide to planning it out?
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35
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1K
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mya_
Venting I feel so unseen and disrespected that I fantasize about killing myself in front of everyone
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6
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394
mya_
mya_
FlankerSandwhich
Venting I cant do it
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2
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319
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
faraway_sayu
i am tired
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4
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221
BumbleBees
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I wonder if he was a member of our community
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2
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320
muu
muu
nooneyouknow
Venting failing college
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2
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324
meowme0w
meowme0w
fkyou
Discussion I feel sorry for myself
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0
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72
fkyou
fkyou
takuyangel
anyone else miss the person they used to be
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43
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1K
Star67
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A
Venting Im back after saying i wouldn't.
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1
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174
whywere
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vanillamilk
Venting stuck with a man i hate
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28
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895
Honeybee
Honeybee
J
Help I have my method but I’m afraid it will go wrong
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2
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216
jojobanana
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Sphinxi
How to go about distancing yourself from people?
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8
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432
ForgetIExist
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Zanmato
"Pro Life" & Guilt-Trip
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6
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313
Another lost soul09
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cute_cat123
It’s just thoughts, it’s just thoughts
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3
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177
webb&flow
webb&flow
overmorrow
Venting if i had money, I'd be happy, temporarily
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18
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474
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
killawithme
Venting I am doomed to live this life forever
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1
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185
sickDog420
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vanillamilkshakes
Venting Every time I think my fate might change, I’m reminded why suicide is my only option.
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5
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340
BitterSandwich
BitterSandwich
Topaz111
Venting I don't know what to do if the new doctor doesn't help.. feeling hopeless
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0
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140
Topaz111
Topaz111
Leonard_Bangley39
I feel better after accepting that my old friend group is gone
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0
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145
Leonard_Bangley39
Leonard_Bangley39
M
what would happen if you you drink sn that is not pure enough
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7
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212
aufrechtm7
aufrechtm7
K14~♡
What's your mindset or attitude towards your current life when you've decided to ctb?
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16
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514
negi-maguro
negi-maguro
C
Could be my last drink.
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11
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594
MephiticShadow
MephiticShadow
nowitscomingback
What countries does DSL operate in?
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4
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330
Topaz111
Topaz111
Webcore
Method I know my method is a bad idea but I don’t have an alternative
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24
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1K
Razerx17
Razerx17
S
Idk what to do anymore
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0
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156
Suzzana
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M
Help Slow suicide?
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4
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275
scary
scary
SalamiAintThatGood
I'm getting kicked out
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11
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683
lysergamide
lysergamide
sanction
SN in Thailand
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4
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266
aufrechtm7
aufrechtm7
mold
Don't want to wait anymore.
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3
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363
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
S
fsh attempt
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1
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180
_wishforwings
_wishforwings
MAKE IT STOP!
Venting I should just check myself into a mental hospital if I can’t die
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3
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274
ilovenewyork
I
scary
Venting OCD is hell and I'm tired of pretending its not
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8
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400
mya_
mya_
baptist6
Drinking and SN
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3
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230
omoni
omoni
S
I was wondering if anyone from New Jersey particularly N Jersey wants to connect
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11
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511
VIHgotme
V
S
Finally Decided to do it
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2
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327
_wishforwings
_wishforwings
F
Life feels like an endless cycle of exhaustion
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0
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229
FinalValentine
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pharma
Venting No one will ever love me, I have no friends or family
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0
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236
pharma
pharma
blush
hate is everywhere
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10
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362
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
_sinner_
Venting idk anymore
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3
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307
powerchicken
powerchicken
K
I feel too lazy to ctb
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10
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414
Hollowman
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primadonna_
Help This is the first time i’ve felt something like guilt or empathy or something. This is absolutely terrible, someone please help me get it to stop.
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32
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1K
NormallyNeurotic
NormallyNeurotic
R
sn question
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1
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156
chloeburbank
chloeburbank
S
Help I found out that i can easily get N in my country and I have a few questions
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13
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1K
vaas
vaas
TomIsNotMyName
Discussion Assisted Suicide in Germany
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0
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157
TomIsNotMyName
TomIsNotMyName
M
Autism and drugs
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9
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424
myattempt
M
Burdenphilic
Nothing matters to me other than death.
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1
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193
the_calynite
the_calynite
redsendtend
Are you guys actually serious about suicide?
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22
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902
aesthetic
aesthetic
T
Discussion Post-Death Prep
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2
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163
idontknowwhatiam
I
breachswapper
Venting just because someone needs me doesn't mean they love me i've realized
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0
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145
breachswapper
breachswapper
H
Help Melatonin overdose: does it kill?
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19
Views
807
Forveleth
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