Do you feel too weak to deal with this life / world?

[tired93]

... with all the pain and violence it carries
I feel so. That's one of the reasons because I want to end things

 

[imgonesoondontworry]

definitely. im a pitiful loser. im just lazy and unmotivated. im completely selfish and worthless. im too weak to deal with life or maybe i just dont want to. im a huge loser

 

[catgirlfailure]

Yes, it's all too much. I'm not cut out for life.

 

[ZwartHartje]

Yes, and I've tried, really, really hard. I've always wanted to be strong so I could defend myself and no one would dare to mess with me. I started working out but wasn't getting anywhere with it, and I hated being a girl. Finally I got my hands on injectable testosterone eventually, and finally I made steep progress with my workout and I became physically very strong. I was still always alone. Until I met a clan of adorable creatures and they became my family, they were nutrias living at a local park. Happy end? It could have been, all the things that could have been... Then they all got murdered. And I, physically strong and warriorlike as I am, wasn't able to do anything to save them. The criminal city officials, the criminal police thugs, and obviously the criminal hired mass murderers, and the entire injustice system standing against me, and against the most innocent little creatures in this world.
So the only thing left now is some bus for me to catch, to hopefully be with my family again.

 

[cheesedout]

Oh, absolutely. I haven't had a bad life or anything, I just can't deal with any amount of hardship without it making me totally miserable. If I could just keep living in, like, stasis, not having to do anything or worry about things getting worse, I probably wouldn't want to CTB so bad. But as it is, with all the responsibilities and decisions and passing of time, I just can't take it. I ain't built for this.

 

[Tautochrome]

I wish I could be a detached observer, maybe a guardian a angel. Acting outside the rules, with no ego, no identity to maintain, no bullshit future to care about

 

[iwkmsssb]

i am weak, sure you can say my life is objectively better than others. but i can't take it anymore. it's hurts too much to be alive.

 

[darksouls]

society is a vile abomination,
people have always been too cruel for me

 

[memo]

Oh all the time, this shits not for the weak bro and I'm one of the weak

 

[oilsaniok]

Def

 

[Oiled Sandwich]

I just hate how overly complex everything is. There are multiple layers to everything, and so many hoops to jump through.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

... with all the pain and violence it carries
I feel so. That's one of the reasons because I want to end things

I dont feel weak

If i was weak i would already be dead

 

[DeadnDusted]

I feel like I have a lack of some mental filter that would allow me to be positive or see a silver lining in my situation because its been genuinely traumatic for me and I absolutely hate everything about it.

I wouldnt really call it being weak in a traditional derogatory sense, but in the "I dont have the necessary cope armor to deal with my reality in any meaningful way".

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

I feel like I have a lack of some mental filter that would allow me to be positive or see a silver lining in my situation because its been genuinely traumatic for me and I absolutely hate everything about it.

I wouldnt really call it being weak in a traditional derogatory sense, but in the "I dont have the necessary cope armor to deal with my reality in any meaningful way".

Cope armor? No my friend. The right word is delusion, insanity. Trust me i would know

 

[WiltedDreams]

I feel as if I am not built for the adult life. Time is flying too fast for me to handle and I dissociate all the time whenever I'm not at my job or playing video games. Trying to get into a hobby at my age is giant hill and a half. This world circulates on hate and greed, the empathetic and compassionate get stomped into the dirt and rot all for the sake of making another dollar, euro or whichever currency is used. I'm not strong enough to traverse through it all. They say failure is the greatest teacher, I am the worst student.

 

[DeadnDusted]

Cope armor? No my friend. The right word is delusion, insanity. Trust me i would know

Yes those are exactly the right words for it.

 

[ryo the frog]

definitely. im a pitiful loser. im just lazy and unmotivated. im completely selfish and worthless. im too weak to deal with life or maybe i just dont want to. im a huge loser

I literally wrote this. with the bottom of my heart I wish you the best.
I was gonna refer to you by name but it's not really nicknameable.

 

[EndlessRage]

... with all the pain and violence it carries
I feel so. That's one of the reasons because I want to end things

Not weak, I'm tired of fighting everything. That's why I've started avoiding things that bother me and spend my time more comfortably.

 

[dirkw83]

Yes, even having to buy a new phone (only coz my previous one stops to be supported) overwhelms me, having to reinstall all the apps and stuff. I struggle with basic every day life pretty much.

 

[bloodmoonhypothesis]

I wish I could be a detached observer, maybe a guardian a angel. Acting outside the rules, with no ego, no identity to maintain, no bullshit future to care about

me too, i wish that i just didnt have any desires, just spend my whole life protecting some person who has a much more robust sanity than mine. Maybe without my own ego I would have been better, both for myself and the world. I wish i could just put an off button to any desire i have perhaps just become a robot

 

[ZeroRedz02]

... with all the pain and violence it carries
I feel so. That's one of the reasons because I want to end things

Never wanted to exist, this life expect to do by myself the impossible.

 

[violetforever]

only every second of my existence

 

[charlieee]

Absolutely.
I remember vividly being as young as 11 and feeling like I needed to rip my skin off because of the feeling of entrapment once I realized that the pain was everywhere and that their wasn't really an end to it.
We, as a species, could have done better than the shithole we've made for ourselves.
I am not gonna live in this because some mf were thirsty for money and power making society a living hell.
But I realized that most people did wrap their heads around it in their teens, and never really felt as strong as me about it.
I simply can't ignore it or bring myself to get over it like others.

definitely. im a pitiful loser. im just lazy and unmotivated. im completely selfish and worthless. im too weak to deal with life or maybe i just dont want to. im a huge loser

Damn I feel you

 

[hurts2b]

Yes. I'm unfit to be a living person.

 

[midstarscream]

Yes I do… my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and it's really the tipping point, too weak for anything now

 

[Defenestration]

... with all the pain and violence it carries
I feel so. That's one of the reasons because I want to end things

Yes the life is not for me.
Ctb is only freedom

 

[Elleny]

Yes, it's all too much. I'm not cut out for life.

I feel the same

 

[LongJacks]

All the time

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

In some ways I am unable to cope with life. I have no resilience when in comes to human/animal loss or suffering. I cannot tolerate the fact of impermanence and everyone one I love will eventually die and my pets too. I also see on social media all the horrible things (diseases, accidents, abuse, torture ect) that happen to animals and good humans, young and old. Many people use religion as a coping skill, I am agnostic.Or some human brains are just wired differently to make them more accepting of what I find unacceptable.
The circle of life doesn't sit well with me.

 

[Defenestration]

I get hurt at the slightest thing... I have the resilience of a 7-year-old girl. Completely unsuited to this world... I'm a sheep among wolves.