• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Zamasu999

Zamasu999

Member
Jun 1, 2026
15
Hi, i'm really sorry to bother but i need help ctb urgently i must do so before august i can't explain why would be too long. im still a little new to this. Of course i wouldn't just ask if i hadn't tried to find any method but unfortunately i don't have much time and i can't get my hands on anything wether it's alcohol, drugs, kn, sn, helium, N, these are all impossible for me to get in my country. What i do have are painkillers called "lamaline" (Paracetamol 300 mg – Opium powder 10 mg – Caffeine 30 mg) i tried to od by taking 16 at once but just ended up sick for a day and vomiting like crazy. I also have 7 pills of a zolpidem called stilnox, each pill contains 10mg of zolpidem tartrate. I know it's really weird of me and i don't excpect an answer but pls i need help urgently i can't keep on living and im way too scared to jump off the roof of a building and i can't hang myself cuz my parents are too scared of me trying to end my life so they won't let me get a rope and really watch my every move. Again really sorry to bother but i really need your help any advice is good Thanks in advance.
 
I

isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
I'm sorry to inform you, all the methods you said you cannot do are the ones that actually work. You have eliminated all of the real potential methods. There is no easy way.
 
  • Like
Reactions: bipolar22, User8, Forveleth and 1 other person
Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
534
Hi, i'm really sorry to bother but i need help ctb urgently i must do so before august i can't explain why would be too long. im still a little new to this. Of course i wouldn't just ask if i hadn't tried to find any method but unfortunately i don't have much time and i can't get my hands on anything wether it's alcohol, drugs, kn, sn, helium, N, these are all impossible for me to get in my country. What i do have are painkillers called "lamaline" (Paracetamol 300 mg – Opium powder 10 mg – Caffeine 30 mg) i tried to od by taking 16 at once but just ended up sick for a day and vomiting like crazy. I also have 7 pills of a zolpidem called stilnox, each pill contains 10mg of zolpidem tartrate. I know it's really weird of me and i don't excpect an answer but pls i need help urgently i can't keep on living and im way too scared to jump off the roof of a building and i can't hang myself cuz my parents are too scared of me trying to end my life so they won't let me get a rope and really watch my every move. Again really sorry to bother but i really need your help any advice is good Thanks in advance.
 
  • Informative
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth and charlieee
Zamasu999

Zamasu999

Member
Jun 1, 2026
15
I'm sorry to inform you, all the methods you said you cannot do are the ones that actually work. You have eliminated all of the real potential methods. There is no easy way.
Damn, do u think i could OD on the meds i mentioned, if yes how much approximatively would i need. Anyway thx for the reply
 
A

adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
Damn, do u think i could OD on the meds i mentioned, if yes how much approximatively would i need. Anyway thx for the reply
You really shouldn't: acetaminophen is a horrible way to die. If you have to try it (out of curiosity), be aware that this has a low chance of working. However, ensure that you have performed cold water extraction on the lamaline pills, to remove the acetaminophen. Then, you can take more. However, everyone's opioid tolerance is different, and with weaker opioids anything from 200mg to 2g can be lethal. If you really are desperate and don't have any other way, CWE all your lamaline, drink the resultant solution along with zolpidem and alcohol. It'll be difficult as the solution will be bad-tasting, and if your CWE is not performed correctly, could lead to permanent organ damage.
 
  • Like
Reactions: volo and Zamasu999
L

LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
161
Not to burst your bubble but OD'ing I would not recommend It mostly fails and is unsuccessful for most people, you would end up vomiting like crazy and wouldn't ctb

Best of luck (My recommendation is to find your method and plan it out do not rush Ik it's against what you've said I wish I could ctb quickly as well but it won't help)
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zamasu999
Zamasu999

Zamasu999

Member
Jun 1, 2026
15
Not to burst your bubble but OD'ing I would not recommend It mostly fails and is unsuccessful for most people, you would end up vomiting like crazy and wouldn't ctb

Best of luck (My recommendation is to find your method and plan it out do not rush Ik it's against what you've said I wish I could ctb quickly as well but it won't help)
yeah i know i tried and ended up vomiting like crazy like u said lol. Anyway thanks im thinking of Carbon monoxide generator it's my only hope tho it will be very difficult to make. If i fail ill just jump off a bulding and hop i don't end up a pralaysed vegetable.
 
  • Like
Reactions: LongJacks
L

LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
161
yeah i know i tried and ended up vomiting like crazy like u said lol. Anyway thanks im thinking of Carbon monoxide generator it's my only hope tho it will be very difficult to make. If i fail ill just jump off a bulding and hop i don't end up a pralaysed vegetable.
Idk much about gases to be honest with you, Ik that helium (As pure as possible) wouldn't even alert you that it's you know, In fact unfortunately I've even heard a story about a little girl literally fainting and passed away because of some helium balloons

As for jumping all Ik is that it has to be 8 stories PLUS for a guarantee ctb and even then depends on where you land

I wish you luck but be careful don't rush it's better to not rush and end up in a much worse position in life (I understand being impulsive I am too and it's hard to control) hugs 🫂
Idk much about gases to be honest with you, Ik that helium (As pure as possible) wouldn't even alert you that it's you know, In fact unfortunately I've even heard a story about a little girl literally fainting and passed away because of some helium balloons

As for jumping all Ik is that it has to be 8 stories PLUS for a guarantee ctb and even then depends on where you land

I wish you luck but be careful don't rush it's better to not rush and end up in a much worse position in life (I understand being impulsive I am too and it's hard to control) hugs 🫂
To add something else about helium (Ik a bit about it just it though) that some canisters are purposely mixed with oxygen and other non-harmful gases to avoid harming or ending people especially the small round canisters with colorful paint usually pure helium is harder to get in LARGE ass grey canisters about the size of a human teenager

(I hope I'm using the word "Canister" right xD my English is rusty)
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Zamasu999
Zamasu999

Zamasu999

Member
Jun 1, 2026
15
Idk much about gases to be honest with you, Ik that helium (As pure as possible) wouldn't even alert you that it's you know, In fact unfortunately I've even heard a story about a little girl literally fainting and passed away because of some helium balloons

As for jumping all Ik is that it has to be 8 stories PLUS for a guarantee ctb and even then depends on where you land

I wish you luck but be careful don't rush it's better to not rush and end up in a much worse position in life (I understand being impulsive I am too and it's hard to control) hugs 🫂

To add something else about helium (Ik a bit about it just it though) that some canisters are purposely mixed with oxygen and other non-harmful gases to avoid harming or ending people especially the small round canisters with colorful paint usually pure helium is harder to get in LARGE ass grey canisters about the size of a human teenager

(I hope I'm using the word "Canister" right xD my English is rusty)
Yeah unfortunately my parents know about the helium method but that was my preferred choice for months, but thanks a lot for all the infos and trying to help me it means a lot thank you
 
  • Like
Reactions: LongJacks
L

LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
161
Yeah unfortunately my parents know about the helium method but that was my preferred choice for months, but thanks a lot for all the infos and trying to help me it means a lot thank you
I see It's a popular method imo and easily noticable, I feel you and no problem! Best I could help but good luck overall
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Zamasu999

Similar threads

canidiealreadyy
Replies
3
Views
165
Suicide Discussion
Forveleth
F
seagullsonapiano
Replies
1
Views
108
Suicide Discussion
never mind me
N
P
Replies
4
Views
121
Suicide Discussion
xXSufferingXx
X
L
Replies
10
Views
278
Suicide Discussion
fadedghost
fadedghost