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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
paperbaghat
Discussion I'm getting better and I'm not sure how to feel about it.
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468
BeanCurd
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BlueButterfly111
Venting It seems like the universe just wants me to ctb, even though I am trying to stay alive.
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Views
580
BlueButterfly111
BlueButterfly111
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I can't quit. Why should you?
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1
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364
timf
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naughtyNaughtyBear
Venting Burning out
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2
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390
timf
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Lov3
Venting I live the paradox of loving deeply and unwillingly being a bad person.
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4
Views
610
Lov3
Lov3
T
I got an internship interview today
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12
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783
ThatStateOfMind
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naughtyNaughtyBear
Venting burnt spent and hurt
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1
Views
277
elterskiz
elterskiz
D
Help Need recommendation
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9
Views
843
Deathpositive
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joegoes100
Venting I don’t think I can CTB anymore
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8
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686
joegoes100
joegoes100
MAKE IT STOP!
Deleted my suicide note
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3
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389
Deer_Dairy
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Maormer
Help Life after suicide
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4
Views
712
Deer_Dairy
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LancyLoew
Story Challenge 97: Community Story
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0
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317
LancyLoew
LancyLoew
february flyer
Help Do edibles help with depression?
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5
Views
539
a65b
a65b
author
Venting gender/sexuality crisis and possibly some internalized bullshit
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12
Views
1K
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Leonard_Bangley39
Help Outlets to stop self harming
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6
Views
599
diospyros.kaki
diospyros.kaki
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
"The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now"
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6
Views
656
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
shatteredspine
Our Story; Our Voices — LONG read (sorry)
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4
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1K
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
residualfool
Venting Cycles and disconnection
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3
Views
506
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
Story Hello 👋👋
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5
Views
549
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
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Story Feels like life is so overwhelming
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6
Views
602
fedup1982
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NocturnalDistortion
All of you matter.
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14
Views
953
decafcheeseburger
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orpheus_
Anyone else overwhelmed by how chaotic and incoherent your thoughts are?
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9
Views
759
calebzz1
calebzz1
ImpairedLowlife
Venting Don't even know if all those recovery attempts are worth it
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3
Views
648
ImpairedLowlife
ImpairedLowlife
KenDuh
diary vent
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10
Views
788
KenDuh
KenDuh
dollofyarn
Help What about isolation
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3
Views
559
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
fuzzypeach
Story introducing myself :3
Replies
6
Views
992
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
Abort!
  • Question
Discussion What gave you a sense of purpose post-religion?
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8
Views
708
SarahThrowsGin
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A
I'm sad
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0
Views
293
allgoodthanks
A
Midnightkitty
Venting Falling back into coming here
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3
Views
490
CowardKnight
CowardKnight
Vombie12
Coping mechanisms?
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3
Views
368
fujikofujiko
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orpheus_
Help Experiences with Piracetam?
Replies
2
Views
485
orpheus_
orpheus_
elpurp
Venting the agonizing wait.
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4
Views
532
monday?
monday?
sireb_b
Venting This last year has been terrible and I'm kinda not connected to reality anymore
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3
Views
643
calebzz1
calebzz1
Lov3
Venting Does someone have alexithymia? *Difficulty understanding and expressing emotions
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6
Views
661
BeanCurd
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jeevasO-o
Help Advice on living with roommate/s + moving out?
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5
Views
588
BeanCurd
B
G
RANT/ Can´t make myself to finish my work
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2
Views
359
groque
G
reese in pieces
its been 1 year since i've wanted to ctb.
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1
Views
414
timf
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sonnyw
University was such a disappointment
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10
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1K
BeanCurd
B
D
Help Know any drugs that can replicate the SSRIs effect on serotonin?
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3
Views
553
rs929
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justanotherbody
Conflicted Feelings
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5
Views
604
justanotherbody
justanotherbody
RyleIsRiledUp
Resource Recovery methods (repost cuz im dumb and posted in the wrong subforum)
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1
Views
633
the_world_is_on_fir
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Help Anyone used(or perhaps still use) Lions Mane?
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1
Views
305
lanadelreyisgod223
lanadelreyisgod223
sadidiot0328
I brushed my teeth today
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6
Views
364
Arvayn
Arvayn
ineedsomerest
Everything is starting to get to me
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2
Views
306
fuzzypeach
fuzzypeach
lemonandcapers
Abilify Withdrawal Is Not For The Weak
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2
Views
389
sadidiot0328
sadidiot0328
M
Venting If I will die I will kill the person I love
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3
Views
515
fuzzypeach
fuzzypeach
louboutinsuicide
bpd recovery?
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6
Views
606
dewasrite
dewasrite
F
Insomnia meds
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9
Views
624
pelicanportal
pelicanportal
vyvanceandvodka
Discussion What are the little joys that keep you going?
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39
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3K
calebzz1
calebzz1
Dür Ktulhu
Archaeology of the Human Spirit: Anatomy of Faith
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0
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201
Dür Ktulhu
Dür Ktulhu
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