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Lextyle

Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
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Are there people here that actually kinda liked psych ward experience and would want to go back? First time for me it was against my will but second time I said to the police "please, I want to kill myself, I want to go to psych ward, that's better than being in this house".
 
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glowing.purple.aura

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Sep 15, 2025
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While I'd like to remain out of the psych ward for the rest of my life, I just don't think that's possible. It's an idea I'm warming up to though, because my experience there last time wasn't too bad and my life just continues to get worse and worse.

Actually, now that I think about it... I need to be free. I had genuine friends for a week and I got to have a break from my responsibilities, but the whole time I was still extremely worried and suicidal. I need to be out and under minimal watch so I can just plan my death in peace and head out at any moment.
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
198
While I'd like to remain out of the psych ward for the rest of my life, I just don't think that's possible. It's an idea I'm warming up to though, because my experience there last time wasn't too bad and my life just continues to get worse and worse.

Actually, now that I think about it... I need to be free. I had genuine friends for a week and I got to have a break from my responsibilities, but the whole time I was still extremely worried and suicidal. I need to be out and under minimal watch so I can just plan my death in peace and head out at any moment.
I have gone to psych ward on Feb 27 for exactly 1 month, that was my third time. I thought that will be my last chance and if that doesn't work I will start planning suicide after that. And honestly, it didn't change anything, my thoughts are the same, my feelings are the same and medication doesn't make any difference. So yeah I need to be free now too and I planned what I will do even when I was still in psych ward, I bought pull-up bar and sandbags to put on it's feet by the help of my dad who doesn't know what I'm planning to do he thinks I will just do sports and then I bought rope on April 3 and probably will hang myself soon
 
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glowing.purple.aura

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Sep 15, 2025
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I'm so sorry to hear it's reached this point for you. I really hope things get better and that you're able to find peace soon.
 
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