i just want to accept it and move on but i cant get over it. this feeling hurts.
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- Nov 13, 2025
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I know all to well how you feel. I somewhat accepted it with time. I am now 43 and while i know that i am ugly i still go outside for grocery shopping or sometimes even just for fun and i (for example) go to the local zoo. I had huge issues in the first half of my life to go outside at all and let people see me. I know i will never experience love or romance with a face like mine. It makes me sad because i always wanted to be a father and husband. Maybe next life?!Upvote 0
I wear glasses so when I take a look at my shower I literlly can't see my body/face in the mirror so I guess that's why I don't feel ugly
This probably wasn't helpful to share, but this is my honest experience
I also have recently started running and getting compliments for my leg muscles so yeah that felt nice
I have also been dressing better and getting compliments too
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Serenity prayer (I'm not religious)
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.Upvote 0Similar threads
