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Phobia_DLW

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May 18, 2026
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Would it be relief? Pain? Regret? Life flashing in front of your eyes? Panic? Would it feel like you are floating?

I often find myself regretting things that have been done to me in the past, I wonder if in those final moments I will forget them and finally feel peace, even if for a few moments.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
I try to not think about my final moments. If I ever make this final decision, I would try to think only about my main goal, which is death.
 
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itsallogrenow

27/5/26 - D Day
Jun 13, 2024
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I try to not think about my final moments. If I ever make this final decision, I would try to think only about my main goal, which is death.
I'm the same. I think I'll be too busy worrying that it won't work and I'll wake up again
 
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Phobia_DLW

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May 18, 2026
26
I try to not think about my final moments. If I ever make this final decision, I would try to think only about my main goal, which is death.
Would it not be cool to finally feel some relief and peace at the very end? Haven't felt peaceful in such a long time.
 
Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
Would it not be cool to finally feel some relief and peace at the very end? Haven't felt peaceful in such a long time.
It would be wonderful) But I can't feel relief without 100% reliable method, and sn is not 100% guaranteed death.
 
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BPDTalk

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Apr 25, 2026
9
I hope the process is truly peaceful, as some survivors of near-death experiences (NDEs) have reported. In the end, we'll be shown good memories for a moment, completely stopping ourselves from remembering the bad ones forever.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
I hope the process is truly peaceful, as some survivors of near-death experiences (NDEs) have reported. In the end, we'll be shown good memories for a moment, completely stopping ourselves from remembering the bad ones forever.
As I remember, brain begins to throw endorphines in a blood vessel in a few moments before death. Correct me, If I'm wrong.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,494
I do wonder about it. I wonder if it will be like falling to sleep. There isn't often a clear moment for me when I fall to sleep. I'm awake one moment, asleep the next. I wonder if the transition between life and death is like that.

I worry too about having a nightmare before I die. What if I dream I go to hell?
 
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Endisclose

Specialist
Oct 23, 2023
398
Sn can be not pure enough, or it can be expired.
From what I've read, SN has a pretty long shelf life as long as it's stored properly. Do you have any evidence of any cases leading to failed attempts where the SN expired/was past the expiry date, but the package/container was never opened?
 

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