Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer exist and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope for the peace of non-existence.

All I hope for is to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from all the pain and suffering of existing.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, all I hope for is to never exist again and in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to find peace from this dreadful, torturous existence that only ever caused me to suffer so unnecessarily and I just suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so terrible to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to suffer in this existence that just causes all these pain, suffering and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for non-existence, only non-existence could ever be desirable for me in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope for eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and I just always find it so painful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel, terrible existence and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so undesirable to exist.
I truly will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I always wish I never suffered, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me.

All I want is to never wake again with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I just wish to be gone. All I want is to be free from it all and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence that I never would had wished for and never would had chosen, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for this dreadful, cruel and futile existence to be all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist, I have no interest in suffering in this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake that only ever caused me to suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel deeply undesirable existence finally all forgotten about and I'd never wish for any of this and all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

There is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and no matter what I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful and torturous to exist, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just wish and hope for the relief of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for non-existence to finally bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, torturous and futile abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace from the dreadful existence that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and futile that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I could hope for is to never exist again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again.

I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be free from it all.

I just hope to never exist again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I always have so much dread for what lies ahead in this futile, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I really would never wish for any of this pain and suffering no matter what and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I always wish I never suffered.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing and bringing all this suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be a mistake to me.
It really will always be a mistake to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence.

All I want is to be gone and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in permanent non-existence where finally this dreadful, cruel existence is all forgotten and finally no longer my problem and I'll just always see existence itself as the true problem, it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for non-existence.
No matter what all I could hope for is non-existence, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all.

I just hope and wish for this dreadful, futile existence to be all forgotten and no longer my problem but of course all the suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me.

For me the peace of non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I want is to never suffer ever again, in this torturous existence I never would had chosen only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'd just never wish for this existence that causes pain, suffering and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to never wake again, I just wish for non-existence to bring me the relief from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be only suffering.
It truly will be only suffering to me no matter what and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is some peace from this futile, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd prefer to not exist no matter what and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all that existence does is just cause suffering and harm and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to never wake ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable and is all I see as positive, I just want to never suffer again.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and for me existence really is the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of an eternal sleep, I'd just never wish to be burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence rather all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten.

All I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to escape from the suffering of this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to permanently cease existing, for me the peace of non-existence really is just all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only peace for me.
It really is the only peace for me and is all I could hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, futile existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again with all finally forgotten for me and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me relief from.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally I can be at peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from the pain of this dreadful, futile existence and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer again is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this futile, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and is just all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace. I just hope and wish to never suffer again with all finally forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I really will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's positive for me.
It really is all that's positive for me and is all I see as desirable and is all I hope for in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful, I'll always see existence as the problem which is why I just wish and hope to be gone.

The peace of non-existence is just all I could wish for and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone, in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it really is just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in dreamless, eternal sleep where finally all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's just all so cruel and terrible to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be free from this painful existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this painful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me existence itself really is the true problem and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence.

I'd never wish for this dreadful, torturous and painful existence and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with all finally forgotten about with this existence no longer my problem, I just wish for true peace from the pain and suffering of this cruel existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It really is so futile to me and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again.

I could never see any point to any of this rather I'll always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, undesirable existence, all I want is to be gone from it all.

I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so futile and unnecessary and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always see this futile, torturous and cruel existence as just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for eternal sleep.
No matter what all I could hope for is eternal sleep where finally I can be at peace and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for the peace of non-existence where there is no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence.

I just want to never exist again and no matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, all I want is to never suffer again. I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for the peace of eternal sleep, it's all I see as desirable in this existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering existence causes is endless.
It truly is endless and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing.

As long as I exist I'll just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always see it as so terrible to be conscious burdened with this existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to die tortured by old age. I'd just never wish for the cruel, deeply undesirable burden of existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous futile existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the burden of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish to be free from it all and never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never exist again, I'd just never wish to suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just wish I never suffered, I'd never wish for this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty and suffering in existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for but of course I continue to suffer.

I always suffer so much from being burdened with this cruel existence destined to decay and die anyway, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish I never suffered more than anything. In this existence so dreadful and futile only non-existence can bring me any peace and I suffer simply from existing, I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's always so terrible to me how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is an unnecessary harm to me.
It really is an unnecessary harm to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I really should had never been burdened with this existence.

I'll always see it as the most dreadful, cruel burden to exist, I'll always see existence as the problem no matter what, all that existence does is just cause endless amounts of suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for peace from this harmful, cruel and torturous existence.