Feeling blah about life (chronic boredom-bpd symptom)

[Life_and_Death]

I'm just not interested in anything. I was suppose to wash potatoes like an hour ago for supper. I love cooking but I'm not interested in physically moving. Makes me wonder what the point of living is if I can't even feed myself.
My husband mentioned "pride of home" a few years ago. Something about liking where you live or whatever. I know I'm not happy in my current life. I know the life I want but with my disorders I'm not sure if it's possible.
Not moving day after day really makes me wonder why I haven't pulled the trigger yet...

 

[clown_17]

Same. Interested in nothing, every day is the same. I feel mf or you, it's super hard. Even when you want to change it's nearly impossible with mental illness. Just sucks