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ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

slime guy, xe/xem it/its
Feb 2, 2019
157
it's an interesting situation to be in, having alters with a will to live and one who wants to die. anyone else deal with this? it can feel utterly chaotic which i embrace but i wonder if others here have this situation lol
 
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Sheeanabrugh

Sheeanabrugh

Tired and in pain
Aug 19, 2024
30
I have DID.
I used to be in this situation, but we've all (aside from a holdout or two) recognize the futility of our situation and want the same thing.
It's Crazy because my alters never agree on anything... But we finally agree that we need to die. It can be Lonely having DID, and chaotic, and it sucks om sorry you have to deal with it
 
ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

slime guy, xe/xem it/its
Feb 2, 2019
157
I have DID.
I used to be in this situation, but we've all (aside from a holdout or two) recognize the futility of our situation and want the same thing.
It's Crazy because my alters never agree on anything... But we finally agree that we need to die. It can be Lonely having DID, and chaotic, and it sucks om sorry you have to deal with it
not too lonely for me, just kind of hard to deal with. my partner often wishes i could be consistent but its hard to give consistency and stability with DID. in a way im glad all ur alters can agree on one thing even if its a stressful thing. having disagreements is the worst
 
MOROK

MOROK

Member
Aug 15, 2024
31
I don't want to sound rude, but are you diagnosed?
 
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ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

slime guy, xe/xem it/its
Feb 2, 2019
157
I don't want to sound rude, but are you diagnosed?
not rude as long as you have the understanding that i know my mind better than others. not diagnosed, unfornunately not privlaged enough for that. but my girlfriend has helped me point out the amnesia, and the alters, and what alters represent the diff parts of my trauma. my girlfriend is diagnosed OSDD so they helped me reach my conclusion. for ppl in this thread btw im poly partnered x2. my partner i live with doesn't have any form of OSDD/DID, but my girlfriend whom I don't live with has OSDD.
 
ramona_flowers

ramona_flowers

Ding dong, the witch is dead!
Dec 3, 2024
13
Real bro, I have DID and lately it's been so hard since our partner just up and disappeared. If you have any suggestions for what to do for main fronting alters wanting to harm the body while certain alters have hope for the future, I will gladly take them. It's nice to know we're not the only system struggling with this ^^"
 
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ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

slime guy, xe/xem it/its
Feb 2, 2019
157
Real bro, I have DID and lately it's been so hard since our partner just up and disappeared. If you have any suggestions for what to do for main fronting alters wanting to harm the body while certain alters have hope for the future, I will gladly take them. It's nice to know we're not the only system struggling with this ^^"
i'm too autistic sorry i was freaking out for 5 mins cause ur username is ramona flowers LMFAOOO. anyways, i wish i had a lot of advice. hopefully more ppl with DID see this thread. i'll do a bit of research on my own too and get back to u.
 
ramona_flowers

ramona_flowers

Ding dong, the witch is dead!
Dec 3, 2024
13
i'm too autistic sorry i was freaking out for 5 mins cause ur username is ramona flowers LMFAOOO. anyways, i wish i had a lot of advice. hopefully more ppl with DID see this thread. i'll do a bit of research on my own too and get back to u.
It's okay lmfao, I love Ramona Flowers she's literally me trust /silly,, Alright thank you!!!!<33333333333
 
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