Discussion Can you answer this question? Thanks.

[HeyBoogahJr]

I'm in a lot of turmoil right now, I want to die, I want to see someone I like, I want to go, I don't want to go this early. I don't know what to do? No one is going to be there, it's all a lie, just die already, lets go home. I need to die. There's so much going on in my head and there is no one around to help.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

The female mantis sometimes kill herself when she feels trapped or threatened

 

[Mrs. T-800]

I have to pick both. I don't know... I thought so many times, "today is the day," or, "just one more straw that breaks the camel's back," but, in the end, I just can't. I don't know if or when it will ever occur. I don't want to die necessarily. If I could, I would live a modified life. It wouldn't even be one without struggle or pain. It just would not be this life with this circumstances.
If and when it happens, it happens. I don't have any plan personally. The time will be right, whenever it is, due to whatever – maybe peace and completion, maybe agony and despair.

"Let's go home" is how I feel, though. Very much. I can relate and empathize with it immensely.

 

[HeyBoogahJr]

I have to pick both. I don't know... I thought so many times, "today is the day," or, "just one more straw that breaks the camel's back," but, in the end, I just can't. I don't know if or when it will ever occur. I don't want to die necessarily. If I could, I would live a modified life. It wouldn't even be one without struggle or pain. It just would not be this life with this circumstances.
If and when it happens, it happens. I don't have any plan personally. The time will be right, whenever it is, due to whatever – maybe peace and completion, maybe agony and despair.

"Let's go home" is how I feel, though. Very much. I can relate and empathize with it immensely.

What does home look like for you? I like your pfp btw.

The female mantis sometimes kill herself when she feels trapped or threatened

Thank you for the morbid fact.

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

Oh, wow! It's currently at a tie of 12 - 12 as I'm writing this. This is a very interesting question!

Although I'd prefer to (and actively attempt) at my worst, it is pretty hard to, say, tie a knot while a sobbing shaking mess. I sometimes envy those who are at peace before attempting to CTB.

I always prefer to let it happen on its own, not plan it. If I end up doing it, I will. I'll let the flow of time carry me through these paths of heavy wind.