Some people begin to suspect... who everyone cares about, but yesterday someone who really cares hinted at this...
My ex mother-in-law (her daughter died this year at age 20...) was talking to me about this and the various losses I've had this year and I never came close to talking about suicide. But she hit the key a lot, that I'm important, that people go back to apologizing to me, that I'm important... It seems she's intuiting something. She knows that many people have abandoned me and even framed me.
About that tomorrow I have a psychiatrist's appointment... he can't imagine I'm into it.
Worse, I don't say anything... it seems like people already notice (it feels like it's written on my forehead).
My ex mother-in-law (her daughter died this year at age 20...) was talking to me about this and the various losses I've had this year and I never came close to talking about suicide. But she hit the key a lot, that I'm important, that people go back to apologizing to me, that I'm important... It seems she's intuiting something. She knows that many people have abandoned me and even framed me.
About that tomorrow I have a psychiatrist's appointment... he can't imagine I'm into it.
Worse, I don't say anything... it seems like people already notice (it feels like it's written on my forehead).
