I would like to attempt tonight with SN. I’m really tired.

[askmeifimatree]

I feel extremely sad. I wish I could get a hug. I'm so alone it hurts. Loneliness seems to be my only friend. Whenever I get close to someone I push the away, I am just scared of being abandoned.

I took 47mg of lorazepam. Pretty much emptied my bottle. I'm supposed to use it when it's needed but who fucking cares anymore lol.

I wish I could talk to Maria. I miss her so much. I miss her voice, and the way she lit up when she talked about the things she loved. I've never really been like that myself. I've never felt deeply excited about much in life. But I miss that about her. I miss Maria.

Can I ask something? Would you give closure if you left someone or would you just disappear without saying anything?

 

[itsallogrenow]

I feel extremely sad. I wish I could get a hug. I'm so alone it hurts. Loneliness seems to be my only friend. Whenever I get close to someone I push the away, I am just scared of being abandoned.

I took 47mg of lorazepam. Pretty much emptied my bottle. I'm supposed to use it when it's needed but who fucking cares anymore lol.

I wish I could talk to Maria. I miss her so much. I miss her voice, and the way she lit up when she talked about the things she loved. I've never really been like that myself. I've never felt deeply excited about much in life. But I miss that about her. I miss Maria.

Can I ask something? Would you give closure if you left someone or would you just disappear without saying anything?

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Selfishly, I'll be going without leaving any notes or messages. Can't risk someone calling the police and being "saved"

If you really want to leave a .essage you could try a delayed email or writing a physical letter and posting it

 

[Phobia_DLW]

You are not alone when it comes to the way you are feeling, I also feel this way. Sending you virtual hugs if that makes any difference. I am in no position to tell you what to do but it might be best to CTB not on a whim but as a well thought out decision.

And yes I would give some closure and clear things up before I go.

 

[darksouls]

I would say goodbye to sasu, in real life I have no social contacts