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Suicide Discussion

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Cockney_Rebel
Can’t sleep: Excited about my next attempt.
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16
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1K
Cockney_Rebel
Cockney_Rebel
J
Resource SN / Water Amount Lookup Table [ draft version ]
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24
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4K
Jbones
J
Alcatraz_anthrax
best way to cut yourself. I just need to leave.
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1
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456
HelloHell
HelloHell
Bullit
Opinion on D SN From The General Store
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2
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579
watereyes
watereyes
F
What are some good jobs for a person with autism?
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15
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1K
Rockman
Rockman
goat
How is it even possible I survived?
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5
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1K
Ramirez
Ramirez
narval
Know your enemy / conoce a tu enemigo
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0
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371
narval
narval
GoneAndForgotten
Help ITC.com, anyone ever tested/ordered
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12
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987
cantseethelight
C
hermes
Method This is the Best Method to CTB (not N)
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2
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1K
Bullit
Bullit
Freakazette
Is it possible to die if you stab two knives in your neck?
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12
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2K
Foreversad
Foreversad
T
Will N work still if I have been using benzos for some time and have a benzo tolerance?
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10
Views
679
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
throwaway2goawy
Can’t stop thinking about sex before ctb
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6
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2K
Foreversad
Foreversad
Zinz
Being so sure you'll ctb within a few years yet feeling like there's a road block.
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6
Views
653
CatTheBus5689
CatTheBus5689
Foreversad
Does anyone really care about people talking over their suicide?
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12
Views
847
Sakura94
S
xLosthopex
Help Ctb at home-N
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7
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1K
peacefulhorizons
peacefulhorizons
BottomlessPit
will your suicide be unexpected?
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60
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4K
CatTheBus5689
CatTheBus5689
Foreversad
Discussion How to not be distracted ?
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1
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420
sanguineblade
S
hybridtheory
embarrassing
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4
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585
toforigivelife
T
N
CTB date coming up, looking for ways to lessen the blow on my family
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6
Views
751
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
Not Being
Debt created by parents / Selfishness / "you have to be grateful" / "Children are borrowed"
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10
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1K
FohPah
FohPah
T
Method Wish I Had a Drug Dealer Connection
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5
Views
915
hybridtheory
hybridtheory
Pisceslilith
Venting I really envy those who found their preferred method and ended it.
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5
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1K
Largeletters
Largeletters
I
Regrets?
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81
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6K
Largeletters
Largeletters
Ch92921
Which knot for partial habging
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2
Views
537
Supertramp
Supertramp
D
Would parents react better to murder or suicide?
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15
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862
toforigivelife
T
Depressed_Kettle
Euthanasia Question
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22
Views
802
lugerepair
L
sick.faery
tips to get over the whole preservation instinct thing?
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2
Views
511
logan
logan
Z
Please help rate my method
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5
Views
805
toforigivelife
T
J
Venting I don’t understand why people make a big deal out of death it’s natural process of nature
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12
Views
679
Journeytoletgo
J
Versailles
Discussion Is it wrong that my dream is to be able to live comfortably without having to work?
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14
Views
902
down for the count
D
dark_angel
Two blood tests
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4
Views
733
dark_angel
dark_angel
Snake of Eden
Scenario for ingesting SN?
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2
Views
596
aminend
aminend
N
Some info I found on whether hazmat teams are actually necessary after potassium or sodium cyanide are ingested
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9
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2K
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
_PRETTYLIGHTS
  • Poll
Discussion When was your last time, being Truly Happy?
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29
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1K
lofticries
lofticries
ClairyFairy
Sn deaths
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17
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Pen>Sword
Personal Poem: "My Life's Journey"
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4
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540
Pen>Sword
Pen>Sword
Rustysoupcan
Still want to commit even though life is fine
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4
Views
480
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Aren't you afraid of not existing forever after you ctb?
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148
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8K
lofticries
lofticries
thetwilightzone
Venting No thanks, i don't want a hard life, i'll take the "easy way out"
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15
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2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LenkaX
When was the last time you truly enjoyed something?
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48
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2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
What do you hate most about life?
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167
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10K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Samael96
Resource EU supplier for SN
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6
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1K
Samael96
Samael96
StateOfMind
CTB / Recovery Dilemma
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4
Views
541
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
Death is beautiful
Contact D or A
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0
Views
379
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
what are the overall chances of survival if my method is N ?
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0
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450
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
Life_and_Death
Discussion Name calling
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6
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567
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
mandyjohnuk
Can i.
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2
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645
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
Anonymous 4
Discussion Powder N?
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2
Views
500
Anonymous 4
Anonymous 4
StateOfMind
If you didn't have the problems that you have, would you ctb anyway?
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43
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2K
Promortalist_
Promortalist_
WrongPlaceWrongTime
How exactly do you commit suicide while people are in the house?
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1
Views
652
Anonymous_A
A
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