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Suicide Discussion

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fkyou
Discussion I literally have the choice to stop this or let this torture continue.
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1
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287
Feldsparc
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Ghostlights
Story About the time when I was close to commiting suicide...
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6
Views
639
1f3l1x2
1
Crematoryy
Everyone looks better than me.
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4
Views
378
dandelion_fluff
dandelion_fluff
woofwag
Back again
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2
Views
360
woofwag
woofwag
PropaneOctane
Help CTB with overprotective parents
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0
Views
183
PropaneOctane
PropaneOctane
kat_
Help am i a bad person if i kill myself despite people caring about me?
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11
Views
995
Feldsparc
F
u_unoriginal
I don't know if I'm suicidal
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0
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254
u_unoriginal
u_unoriginal
voirpoet.
how to get benzos, or alternatives?
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2
Views
296
purebliss
purebliss
C
100 ml vs. 50 ml of water in the SN method - 100 ml are better?
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4
Views
512
NotSoEnchanted
NotSoEnchanted
missporcelain
Scared of 30
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19
Views
965
crimsonpeaked
C
iCryInMySecretSpot
hospital was probing if i read about suicide online
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14
Views
948
babyneo1
B
OzymandiAsh
  • Poll
Discussion Anyone feel like being a member on this forum might make CTB more difficult?
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40
Views
3K
cocobutter
cocobutter
catbunny
Venting Please talk to me
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15
Views
825
Bishop
Bishop
G
Discussion Should I buy SN from Chn and Ukraine?
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9
Views
778
gardenhouse
G
LonelyPrince
Venting Disconnected from reality. All I think about is death. Death. Death. Death
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8
Views
544
Bishop
Bishop
H
Help Need Suggestions to Ctb
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1
Views
313
Bishop
Bishop
B
Method Soft household items to use for hanging
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0
Views
386
bro2089
B
J
I can't deal with the relational traumas I have
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1
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326
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
inara_9
For the ones who feel completely alone
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7
Views
668
inara_9
inara_9
starboy2k
what they want YOU to hear vs what they don’t want to hear at all
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0
Views
144
starboy2k
starboy2k
scary
Venting I hope luck finds me before death does
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3
Views
369
Ima-username
Ima-username
X
has anyone tried abcricot kernels or any other cyanide-building seeds?
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4
Views
539
gardenoflonely
gardenoflonely
S
  • Question
Just looking at the clouds
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0
Views
245
stupidguy
S
L
Venting if i had sn i would do it now
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2
Views
259
endboss
endboss
ILoveCats2
Rate my plan
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0
Views
515
ILoveCats2
ILoveCats2
attheendofthenight_
I don't see a future for myself anymore
Replies
1
Views
309
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
PenPen<3
Help Help with SN plan
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4
Views
525
PenPen<3
PenPen<3
Liseli
Venting Whats the point (vent art)
Replies
3
Views
758
pusheen
pusheen
Fuji
ANOTHER WARNING FOR UK SN
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34
Views
2K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
burninghill
Everything feels hopeless
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2
Views
347
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
C
Venting i only deserve death
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4
Views
294
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
B
Discussion I got my SN today, any recommendations?
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9
Views
502
babyneo1
B
kitkatt
Venting My f@cking birthday
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4
Views
385
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
sweetbraid
Method partial hanging - slipknot moving when i put my weight on it?
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0
Views
392
sweetbraid
sweetbraid
lotus.dead
Help Rate my OD method #2
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3
Views
377
lotus.dead
lotus.dead
Aphid
CTB despite being happy
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13
Views
664
Aphid
Aphid
compulsoryaliveness
And still, best case scenario is ctb
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0
Views
236
compulsoryaliveness
compulsoryaliveness
Aphid
Venting Sick of always feeling suicidal
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1
Views
237
Aphid
Aphid
butterbutter143
Help (partial hanging) i. am going to lose. my fucking mind.
Replies
10
Views
3K
thehorizons
T
LastDayOnEarth
What are the last things you'll do before ctb
Replies
22
Views
803
kouna
kouna
anxiousdweller
Documentary
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1
Views
219
Munder
Munder
thefaunasystem
Channel 4 Documentary - UK site block
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18
Views
2K
Ima-username
Ima-username
hahahahhkjsk
Venting 😂😂😂😂 finished my last exam
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1
Views
255
white_car
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akira.kewl
Method OD : bradycardia / hypotension
Replies
2
Views
615
somelex
somelex
Evelyn Lane
Resource Essential guide to hanging (aka making full suspension hanging accessible to everyone)
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130
Views
55K
ILoveCats2
ILoveCats2
T
Help Exit bag alternative ?
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1
Views
328
Ima-username
Ima-username
R
Discussion In the SN method, must benzodiazepines be crushed into powder for use?
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3
Views
229
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
disabledlife
How to voluntarily disappear like the Johatsu?
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0
Views
306
disabledlife
disabledlife
zdeweilx
Discussion Do you guys have any hope left ?
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72
Views
3K
endboss
endboss
LastDayOnEarth
24 hours no water challenge and my thougts
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16
Views
973
PanaxMan
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