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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
125
If I could sleep properly, it would improve things a lot.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
378
i dont know if i could fix my life from just one change. but i do relate to what you said i also wish i got born in a different body.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I hate being alive
Nov 1, 2025
342
If you could choose only one of these things, do you think your life would be good? Or would you need both of these things to change?

My life would not be good if I could only choose one of these options. It would need to be both things.
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
319
If I had supportive parents my life would be so much better. I wouldn't feel trapped and I prob wouldn't be mentally ill nor have childhood trauma.
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
125
You have trouble sleeping? How so? I used to have very bad sleep problems
I don't really know how to explain it. I think I had something like a nervous breakdown. Because of that, right now I can only sleep for about three hours at a time. But anyway, I feel like the situation is slowly getting better. I think I might already be sleeping around four hours, although I can't really confirm it.

I'm waiting for autumn because I believe things might improve a lot then. I usually start feeling better during that time of the year.
If things don't get better, I'll go see a doctor.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
152
If I had a loyal and empathetic chosen family, I might be brave enough to face all other horrors. I could actually have a chance.

But humanity is too selfish. Friends, partners, even spouses, get tossed aside at any sign of inconvenience. I'm tired, boss.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
345
Money
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
152
It's insane how much that alone would solve. But let's keep giving poor people drugs so they can pretend their predicament isn't real.
 
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suncide10

suncide10

Member
Apr 27, 2026
59
If I was born in a normal family with actually loving parents I think I'd be fine.
The way they raised me (or didn't) and what I've seen is probably the main reason I'm so fucked up.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,752
Money would help in the short term. To never have existed would solve everything.
 
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rorosbones

rorosbones

i want to sleep forever
Oct 12, 2025
19
i don't think changing just one thing would make my life good per se, it might help make it a bit better but i'd need to change a lot to consider it good.

that being said, i think i would want to change my appearance the most. if i was flat and skinny, i think i'd be a lot happier. maybe not the most useful change, but it's one i think about the most
 
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pond

pond

stuck like a nerf dart
May 8, 2018
279
I'd have to not be me. Like my entire conscious. Other changes might alleviate the pain but I just can't live with my brain.
 
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