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kji821

Member
Jun 24, 2026
18
I am just curious, why so many people try to find combinations of all kinds of drugs and dosages and how to mix them when they could just take SN with an antiemetic?

Trying to take a mix of drugs is literally begging for lots of troubles. The first difficulty is to find a reliable source, the second one is hope that all of them are properly dosed as it's written on the label, then the third one is to actually hope that the mix and the doses of each drug will actually work for sure on your body and you won't suffer a lot and you won't risk getting some kind of damage and live with it for the rest of your life.
 
SweetChariot

SweetChariot

Member
Jul 10, 2026
44
SN is very very restricted in a lot of places now
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
88
suicide by SN needs meto, and SN, both of which need to be acquired in different, hard ways.

SN literally isn't even something intended to be used for any normal thing whatsoever, and meto isn't prescribed for psychological problems, so most drugs would be easier to get than either of them
 
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kji821

Member
Jun 24, 2026
18
suicide by SN needs meto, and SN, both of which need to be acquired in different, hard ways.

SN literally isn't even something intended to be used for any normal thing whatsoever, and meto isn't prescribed for psychological problems, so most drugs would be easier to get than either of them
Well, i searched "buy sodium nitrite" in my language and i clicked on the second website and i managed to get 4lb of it for cheap and the purity is >98%. It was a website from my country from EU. I also searched "buy sodium nitrite Europe" on google and i found some websites. I can also find it easily on China websites like made in china.
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
88
Well, i searched "buy sodium nitrite" in my language and i clicked on the second website and i managed to get 4lb of it for cheap and the purity is >98%. It was a website from my country from EU. I also searched "buy sodium nitrite Europe" on google and i found some websites. I can also find it easily on China websites like made in china.
way way harder in america, unfortunately
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
162
I guess something to consider is with SN we know kind of how you can expect it to work. With o/d'ing on random drugs with unknown consequences there's the hope that it will be more peaceful and serene. Not sure how that factors in for people though.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,621
  • Can not obtain SN
  • Can not obtain other drugs in protocol (and do not want to attempt without them)
  • Fear if vomiting
  • Do not want to fast for 8 hours before an attempt
  • Want an attempt that can be performed soon after deciding to die
  • Want a method that can not be reversed/saved
  • Want faster time to LOC or death
  • Too expensive
 

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