Who else is going to ctb because of ugliness?

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Who else?

 

[mathieu]

It's one of my many reasons.

 

[lostangel]

It is not my main reason but it's in the back of my mind.

 

[crybaby]

me

 

[ssaaahmo]

It's not my main reason. I do feel like I don't want the body I have to be alive, and that I was born as the wrong gender because of trauma, and that I'm fat even though the number on the scale says otherwise. Those are big reasons for sure and they have been the main ones before. They've just changed now.

 

[whitetea]

Contributing factor for me but definitely not the only reason. X

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Me probably
I don't know. People say I am pretty but all I see a botched assimmetric masculine nose, uneven dented forehead, ugly hairline. They must be lying.

 

[korosenai]

It is definitely a main reason, people born attractive are gifted so many things in life.

If you are ugly, people naturally don't want to associate with you upon first glance. Which means if you aren't a people person or have good social skills, you're screwed.

If you are attractive, people will literally go out of their way to associate with you. You could be the most socially awkward weirdo in the world but it wouldn't mean anything if you were born good looking.

For example the model in this video. People will literally throw millions at a person just because they are born good looking.
I hate it so much that humans are wired to think this way.

 

[WeekofWonder]

For example the model in this video. People will literally throw millions at a person just because they are born good looking.
I hate it so much that humans are wired to think this way.

He's not even that handsome, he just has a strong jawline lol

 

[Circles]

It's one of my reasons but I try to ignore what others think even though it does bothers me sometimes. I don't necessarily think I'm that ugly in the face atleast, but I do acknowledge I have qualities that would seem to be repulsive by most people especially at my age group and would result with me never having or atleast struggling to make any friends let alone a potential girlfriend or boyfriend since I'm bi or atleast am curious about since I never had any luck with women. Qualities such as being short, fat, hairy, quiet, not having a job, too kind or the so called 'nice guy' like saying sorry too much, very boring personality,, too much of a man-child where I rely on my mom too much, having no hobbies and I'm sure numerous of other issues. My future sure sounds so much fun full of loneliness. :/

 

[maru.]

Who else?

It's not my main reason, but i do admit it, if i looked more like i want to, i'd have less suicidal thoughts.
I'd still have them, but you know, less.

I wouldn't even call myself terrible looking, but i'm below average, especially because i'm obese.
Everytime i'm at a party, my self esteem goes to the ground, cuz everywhere i look i see men that are much better looking than me, like, every single one of them.
The thing is, i don't even want to be the standard kind of good looking, a "chad" or whatever, i just wish i looked more like i feel.
I went to a friend's house yesterday along side other friends of ours (our town has very few covid cases and we were mostly cautious).
Eventually we got a bit drunk, and we started talking about stuff we didn't talk about usually, like our emo phases, how we liked the look and the music.
I remembered how i hated the way i looked at the time, and how that reflects why i still hate it.
I've always hated being tall, large, obese, tan skinned, curly haired, big nose, ugly teeth, hunchback/bad posture, dark eyed, everything about me.
I've always wanted to be average height, skinny, more pale, light eyes, have a more feminine look in a way, face especially, that kind of look, a "preety boy" i guess.
Like, i know it sounds dumb, but it sucks looking at the mirror and seeing the reflection of something you don't relate to.
It especially makes me feel dumb when crying, cuz i have this brute look, it's usually seen in media as something comical, you know, this huge guy being sensible.
I wish i actually looked more sensible and fragile, and of course, more attractive as well.
Like, i'm still gonna cry, but i wish i looked pretty while doing it, instead of a joke.

 

[CAH]

Who else?

Oh my goodness, NO!!! Do not do it for that reason. There is beauty in everyone.

 

[LastFlowers]

It's not my main reason, but i do admit it, if i looked more like i want to, i'd have less suicidal thoughts.
I'd still have them, but you know, less.

I wouldn't even call myself terrible looking, but i'm below average, especially because i'm obese.
Everytime i'm at a party, my self esteem goes to the ground, cuz everywhere i look i see men that are much better looking than me, like, every single one of them.
The thing is, i don't even want to be the standard kind of good looking, a "chad" or whatever, i just wish i looked more like i feel.
I went to a friend's house yesterday along side other friends of ours (our town has very few covid cases and we were mostly cautious).
Eventually we got a bit drunk, and we started talking about stuff we didn't talk about usually, like our emo phases, how we liked the look and the music.
I remembered how i hated the way i looked at the time, and how that reflects why i still hate it.
I've always hated being tall, large, obese, tan skinned, curly haired, big nose, ugly teeth, hunchback/bad posture, dark eyed, everything about me.
I've always wanted to be average height, skinny, more pale, light eyes, have a more feminine look in a way, face especially, that kind of look, a "preety boy" i guess.
Like, i know it sounds dumb, but it sucks looking at the mirror and seeing the reflection of something you don't relate to.
It especially makes me feel dumb when crying, cuz i have this brute look, it's usually seen in media as something comical, you know, this huge guy being sensible.
I wish i actually looked more sensible and fragile, and of course, more attractive as well.
Like, i'm still gonna cry, but i wish i looked pretty while doing it, instead of a joke.

Doesn't sound dumb at all to me, I have a lot of the same exact sentiments. It makes perfect sense. I don't know why a lot of people on this site (and off it) usually think it's a silly reason to want to CTB. (I mean, look at the world we live in.)
Like you alluded to, having to embody something you don't relate to...well that's basically prison in its worst form.

Oh my goodness, NO!!! Do not do it for that reason. There is beauty in everyone.

That's a platitude that simply does no good when you're talking about objective physical aesthetics.

And why not do it for that reason? If it is causing suffering, it is a pretty damn good reason to me.

 

[TonyThat2003]

Body insecurity its one of my reasons, its really annoying to live in this judging society

 

[ApproachingDeath]

Yes, I had a surgery on my face which resulted in very unpleasant results. I wish I could go back in time to never have had the surgery. Now I'm left with a face I no longer recognize.