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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 168 69.7%
  • Other

    Votes: 73 30.3%

  • Total voters
    241
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
God just kill me

Last votes?
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,370
Today is the last day of 2025 (or even 2026 depending on where you are in the world, but I'm in the US) so to answer the thread's question, I voted for other. This is because while I ultimately wish for death, it just depends on the circumstances that follow early 2026. If things goes well, I may just cope, but if not, then I'm on the path towards CTB'ing.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
It miss 4 votes to have 200 votes before Tomorrow
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
Last votes? It miss just 2 to have my 200
Before midnight
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
Oui, 200 votes ! Un grand merci ! 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
But you can vote Always
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
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TimingOut

☁️
Sep 7, 2025
161
I am doomed, whatever.
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
I wish for the courage to step into that noose in the early hours of the new year o7
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
😰
 
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TimingOut

☁️
Sep 7, 2025
161
Today is the last day of 2025 (or even 2026 depending on where you are in the world, but I'm in the US) so to answer the thread's question, I voted for other. This is because while I ultimately wish for death, it just depends on the circumstances that follow early 2026. If things goes well, I may just cope, but if not, then I'm on the path towards CTB'ing.
It means how significant it is to have the button ready in hand, the methods (Plan A and Plans B C D), materials, death notes and death poem, a will, etc. Actually a lot of prep.s
 
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Morte

Morte

Specialist
Nov 23, 2023
397
i dont want to go past 30, so i really want to die. quick and clean
 
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Mint Floss

Mint Floss

Member
Dec 11, 2025
38
Just for something to change...
Anything...
I know it won't, I've been living the same awful day since I was born, and I'm starting to realize how stupid it was to think I could escape
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,488
That Trump and all his cronies all gather together in one place, and that a giant sinkhole opens up under thay place and swallows it, and all of the occupants, into oblivion, never to be seen, or heard, from again.
 
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badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
816
An extremely large meteor that will usher in the end of all life on earth as we know it.
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Student
Jul 10, 2024
133
Well, my wish was to move with the love of my life to a new place where we could start our lives together.
One week and 1200 miles later, he cheated on me and is keeping tabs out of curiosity of his ex wife and his ex girlfriend. Took a leap of faith, risked everything and that's exactly what I lost.

So, now it's back to the original plan. Be done.
 
SatinSoul

SatinSoul

all i know is i forgot how to be me.
Feb 6, 2026
32
A calm, quiet week without a big life event or mental breakdown would be a nice start for my wishlist.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,917
Une semaine calme et tranquille, sans événement majeur ni dépression nerveuse, serait un bon début pour ma liste de souhaits.
🙏And what is tour wish ?
 

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