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saintvalentine

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Jul 11, 2026
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I'm gonna fast the day I CTB because I'll be od'ing, but I'll probably drink loads of alcohol. the day before though, I'll have my last meal which is basically pure junk & candy. I don't wanna have my last meal when I CTB because I want my insides to be "clean" lol.

hbu guys? are you planning on having a last meal?
 
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100memoryleaks

forever sorry
Jul 6, 2026
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gonna either eat very early or skip dinner the night before so the alcohol has more effect on me. my chosen alcoholic beverage is radler though (beer with sparkling lemonade).

i'm considering either a dairy queen blizzard or a red velvet cake. or both, lmao
 
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saintvalentine

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Jul 11, 2026
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gonna either eat very early or skip dinner the night before so the alcohol has more effect on me. my chosen alcoholic beverage is radler though (beer with sparkling lemonade).

i'm considering either a dairy queen blizzard or a red velvet cake. or both, lmao
oh wow ice cream and cake sounds good, like a reverse birthday party haha ^^
 
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DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
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Rare filet mignon, buttered shrimp, mussels, lobster tails, honey glazed chicken wings, pork burnt ends, smoked sturgeon on rye, red cabbage with mayo, garlic mashed potatoes, mac and cheese, chocolate cake, apple pie with vanilla ice cream, two dry vodka martinis, and a bottle of Glenfarclas to wash it down.
 
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saintvalentine

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Jul 11, 2026
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Rare filet mignon, buttered shrimp, mussels, lobster tails, honey glazed chicken wings, pork burnt ends, smoked sturgeon on rye, red cabbage with mayo, garlic mashed potatoes, mac and cheese, chocolate cake, apple pie with vanilla ice cream, two dry vodka martinis, and a bottle of Glenfarclas to wash it down.
that's divine omg. are you having your last meal right before or wait a bit?
 
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DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
103
that's divine omg. are you having your last meal right before or wait a bit?
If I actually ate all this . . . it'd probably be the day before or something. Perhaps even two days before. Like something to enjoy before, you know, the gas or the water or the gun takes me.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

ā€œI’ve been digging my own grave for yearsā€
May 21, 2025
643
whatever the hell is currently surviving in my fridge lmaoooo
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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I'm gonna fast the day I CTB because I'll be od'ing, but I'll probably drink loads of alcohol. the day before though, I'll have my last meal which is basically pure junk & candy. I don't wanna have my last meal when I CTB because I want my insides to be "clean" lol.

hbu guys? are you planning on having a last meal?
Honestly, I'll also be fasting after having eaten junk for a while.

Be careful with OD please.. since you're a new member I'd advise you to read through the megathreads.
 
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tiramisu

tiramisu

meow
Jun 1, 2026
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death over slavery

Liquidating entity
Sep 19, 2025
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Anything I can get my hands on in my final buffet. Probably doing it like 2-3 days (as per my protocol) because like you said, I want my insides be empty when going on the other side āœŒļø
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
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ill probably get some fast food i like the day before since i need to fast as well. id like some popeyes i think
 
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mark_b

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Dec 18, 2024
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Nothing beats a homemade lasagne, except maybe for hainanese chicken rice or a properly cooked butter chicken. Burger with fries also is delicious, as is a cubano sandwich. God i love food 🤣🤣
 
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meowpuppy

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valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
20
just some of my lime soda or something, my anxiety gives me nausea these days so i wouldn't want to feel uncomfy
 
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