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tomame

tomame

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Dec 28, 2025
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i'm very sensitive and traumatized in general .. it takes up probably 1/3 of my day as it kind of relieves my distress to think i have a way out of it
 
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EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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for me a moderate amount of space, from thinking about it as a 'solution' sometimes, to (a bit less often) browsing for methods out of either curiousity or CTB wishes.

(edited "ctrb" typo)
 
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ThisPartySucks

I've never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
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Any time I'm not playing a game with a friend, I am seeking to CTB.
 
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FlatGneiss

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Jun 26, 2026
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Thinking about it daily to varying degrees. Seems every decision I'd make is pointless because I'm going to ctb anyway so why bother. Thoughts about trying out non-methods or other things I've ruled out for one reason or another just to hope they'll work. Trying to source one of the more sure ones.
Putting on music, audiobooks, playing games to get away from the thoughts as I have no way to act on them right now.
 
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