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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
414
Perhaps our suicidal aspect stoped being from emotions and begun to become part of our world's view or a rational conclusion after observing the world.
Yes, I think so. It's every thought now. It's, "Whatever happens, I can always check out".
 
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yornis._pppp

yornis._pppp

Member
Mar 22, 2026
10
I feel like shit, and in a way its numbing. I feel unmotivated, tired for no reason, basically tired of living.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Warlock
Dec 24, 2025
702
this girl i talk with sometimes in class has a lot of obvious and pigmented scars on her arms. tbh it makes me feel more comfortable with mine which are hardly anything in comparison. im not even sure if anyones noticed mine. i have one scar on each wrist and theyre white which seems to not stand out as much as if they were pigmented. i just like that she doesnt try to hide them c: ive never met someone else (not related to me) with self harm scars.
 
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ScarletTanager

Flame of Spring
Jul 11, 2024
32
Disorganized but otherwise fine.
 
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fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
398
Another failed attempt
 
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InevitableEnd

Member
Feb 14, 2026
5
i feel drained to my core.
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

if pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
25
Anxious, guilty
 
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Bowerbird

Bowerbird

Autistic Bird NEET
May 27, 2025
81
Last year my mother broke my heart and stabbed me in my back and essentially started to bully me. My trust and faith in her is gone. Never thought I'd say this but I am now scared to even talk to her and dread the next time I have to see her. She has hurt me and damaged me. (Emotionally)
 
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scordatura

scordatura

step off the chair
Sep 12, 2025
92
Longing and pining. I'm so obsessive and its aching, and a sinking in my stomach. Im trying to be patient and let things dampen down.

Got agitated earlier too and had to apologise to someone, which they were very happy to accept, and told me not to worry. Need to apologise to someone else too when I see them again. It was only minor but, im trying to keep myself right. Make amends and take some responsibility.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,712
Fuck skins. If there's one body part I hate it's skin.

all the abuse i've faced can be seen on and in my skin. Skin is like a paper that drinks and shows all the bad things it touches.
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
200
I just read an incredibly stupid and outrageously ignorant post about the euthanasia of a girl that had to fight for it during two years due to the opposition of his father and a far-right organization of religious zealots, and I prefer to vent my frustration here rather than responding to the author of the post, because if I say what has crossed my mind, I could be at risk of being banned.

Update: seems like the post has been deleted. Thank god.
 
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