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I feel so bad and sad and lonely...
My head hurts so much I am dizzy and feel nauseous, I've barely eaten or drank water. Plus I didnt do anything today, and yesterday I couldn't sleep on time so today I woke up super tired and late.
I feel miserable.
But I know this is temporal and just for today, I'll try to sleep well today and tomorrow I'll be okay. Chewing and clinging onto these things just fuel my despair. I'll hold onto my recovery, I won't let these things drag me down even more.
Actually I really want to cook something tomorrow even if it's very simple.
Pizza out. I wish everyone a good day ❀️
 
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I WANT A HEHSISGRKWHWB I WANT A HUG AAAAAAAAAA


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I hope it's going better today- there are those days it can certainly happen, feeling gloomy and isolated, low energy. Best thing I can do for myself, is to roll a joint and play some music on the background... It gives me more energies so can I be more productive with my goals and stuff.
 
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Nov 18, 2023
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I feel so bad and sad and lonely...
My head hurts so much I am dizzy and feel nauseous, I've barely eaten or drank water. Plus I didnt do anything today, and yesterday I couldn't sleep on time so today I woke up super tired and late.
I feel miserable.
But I know this is temporal and just for today, I'll try to sleep well today and tomorrow I'll be okay. Chewing and clinging onto these things just fuel my despair. I'll hold onto my recovery, I won't let these things drag me down even more.
Actually I really want to cook something tomorrow even if it's very simple.
Pizza out. I wish everyone a good day ❀️
I hope cooking something brings you joy, not being hungry always makes me feel better.
 
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Sending you love and compassion for yourself.

I have a mindfulness teacher on YouTube that I think is really great. I listen to his free meditations on days like this. This helps me not to feel so alone and desperate.
Poor sleep really ruins your mood very quickly. I hope next night will be much better!

I wish you a loving day today and new strength tomorrow. One day after the other.
 
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Thank you so much guys πŸ₯ΊπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’– today I woke up and felt a lot better, even though I'm slower than I would like, I'm doing things and my mind is not drowning in negativity, thankfully.
Thank you β™₯️β™₯️β™₯️β™₯️
 
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