Venting Too late

[lostintheloop]

Too late. I tried to get help and listened to those telling me it wasn't true. But it is , there's so much evidence, and professionals agree. Now others are in danger. Something terrible happens to someone in my family today because of me. Because I didn't ctb when I was supposed to. Now it all goes downhill , more destruction from here on out.
If I ctb before my birthday I will save some and put things right. But sadly already too late for some.

 

[dolemitedrums]

Well now when nothing bad happens to them maybe you will reconsider both CTB and whether you are experiencing psychosis.

 

[lostintheloop]

Well now when nothing bad happens to them maybe you will reconsider both CTB and whether you are experiencing psychosis.

And when it does happen maybe you'll reconsider that I'm not making this up