i don't understand why i have to stay alive there's no point to anything. my dysphoria is worse than it's ever been and i can't stand to look at myself anymore. why couldn't i have been born a guy? it's so fucking unfair there's no point to being alive if i have to keep living like this. the only reason im still alive is because there's a concert i wanna see in october but i think im gonna ctb soon after because i can't imagine being alive any longer than that. i wasn't even supposed to make it this far. why the fuck am i still here? i will never ever be a cis guy so what's the point in even trying. i just want to give up.
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- Apr 4, 2026
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Maybe look into nihilism and see if you can make your own meaning? Otherwise, I see where you're coming from and I'm sorry.Similar threads
