Dandelion's
Dumbass
- May 24, 2026
- 156
I am socially awkward even on the internet sometimes and have visible mental issues,
But I am stable enough, enough for people not to assume I am suicidal, even if I told them, they'd probably assume I am just looking for attention.
To be honest I've never felt seen by people in my surroundings, I know quite a few people with mental issues but none of them have the same outlook on life as me. None one nihilistic, no one with as many attempts and no one with my determination to die.
Quite frankly I feel alone and I am.
This forum is the only place I've ever felt seen and if anyone found out they'd call me pathetic, some nihilistic social outcast sitting on a forum instead of doing something productive like contributing to our capitalistic society, I know I sound cliche but I feel like everyones keeping their head down deliberately denying the truth.
I still dream of meeting someone just as fucked up.
But I am stable enough, enough for people not to assume I am suicidal, even if I told them, they'd probably assume I am just looking for attention.
To be honest I've never felt seen by people in my surroundings, I know quite a few people with mental issues but none of them have the same outlook on life as me. None one nihilistic, no one with as many attempts and no one with my determination to die.
Quite frankly I feel alone and I am.
This forum is the only place I've ever felt seen and if anyone found out they'd call me pathetic, some nihilistic social outcast sitting on a forum instead of doing something productive like contributing to our capitalistic society, I know I sound cliche but I feel like everyones keeping their head down deliberately denying the truth.
I still dream of meeting someone just as fucked up.
