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Anxious_Panda

Anxious_Panda

Member
Jul 27, 2019
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If you could have your CTB anyway you wanted, anywhere you wanted, what would it look like? Money, resources and being found are off the table. This is just what you see as the perfect last few hours and slipping away in the most perfect way possible.

I've been thinking, and I think being able to OD on morphine, laying out on a fuzzy blanket in the middle of a dewy, slightly chilly field or forest, with peaceful music playing, on a full stomach of my favorite meal, holding the hand of "the girl who got away" would be just perfect. Impractical in reality obviously. But it's nice to dream.
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Nembutal,in my bed while eating kebab and whit some music
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
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I would like any peaceful method, and if it was an option I would like to die at a secluded beach on the sea or ocean shore, listening to the waves crash next to me as I leave.
 
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