Venting The more I live, the more I feel that suicide is inevitable.

[zombiekitty]

It's a matter of when, not if.

 

[Hope:-)]

I'm starting to feel like this and it's disconcerting. Welcome btw. xx

 

[FuneralCry]

It's such a cruel existence that brings people to this point and it's sad how so much suffering exists. It really isn't surprising that ctb is inevitable for so many people in a life like this. I wish you peace and freedom.

 

[theboy]

I hope you find peace in your heart within this dark existence.

 

[deathisnear]

I completely agree. Unfortunately, I've felt like that most of my life. It's almost a cruel torture, knowing and craving peace, to know that suicide is my way there and to be anchored here by SI, by loves ones who would be devestated. I also feel like it's when, not if, and that it's inevitable and yet I feel like I'm never going to get there, I hope I'm wrong. I hope for peace, for me, for you, for all of us.

 

[Wait-Bus]

I feel the more I plan - it gets closer to becoming a reality.

There will be a point when no more planning is required - and I will just execute the plan.