Venting i hate her more every day that goes by

[scenecore fan]

since i was a kid i had to take care of her, i always had to be the emotionally available bc only her venting was the one that mattered, if i even dared to frown for a second i would get fucking scolded even if i was having one of the worst days of my life, but i still loved her, she was my mom and she was having a bad day or smth. how fucking foolish i was, she was always like this, a fucking selfish narcissistic piece of shit who shouldnt have had kids. SHE LOST 2 KIDS BEFORE ME AND I HAD TO BE THE ASSHOLE WHO ACTUALLY GOT TO BE BORN.

i hate her i fucking hate her so much, every single time she gets sad or angry i can't feel any sympathy for her, she'll be venting at me and ask if i still love her and shit NO YOU FUCKING DUMBASS I HATE YOU YOU MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL, i swear, every single time i have to pretend to console her i just remember every time she got mad at me for feeling those same feelings she's feelin atm, every time she digs her nails on her own skin or hits herself and i have to stop her i just think of every single time she literally made fun of me when i bashed my skull against the walls of our old house, how she will never stop me from cutting myself with my knives.

if i keep writing i'll just ramble and repeat myself over and over again.

 

[dhk96]

I'm sorry for the unrelated post. I just saw that you had a WataTabe pfp and wanted to say you have great taste.

 

[scenecore fan]

I'm sorry for the unrelated post. I just saw that you had a WataTabe pfp and wanted to say you have great taste.

i love this monster wants to eat me, i relate to hinako a lot, if only i actually had a lesbian gf and ppl who cared bout me i'd be her fr fr

 

[dhk96]

i love this monster wants to eat me, i relate to hinako a lot, if only i actually had a lesbian gf and ppl who cared bout me i'd be her fr fr

If only, right? Haha. This is a secret but I ship Hinako with Miko

Also, if you like yuri, I have some good news: the anime for KimiShinu (peak manga) is coming this July so that's something to look forward to!