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axab43

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Mar 10, 2024
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Don't you think it would be easier if you could take SN when drunk? I know that is not possible, but I wish it were. SI is reduced when drunk

Things seem so much easier when drunk. (Yes, drunk when writing this but sometimes, being drunk is actual relief from everything going on inside, which is what makes you want to CTB in the first place.)
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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You are supposed to fast before SN to increase the speed of absorption and decrease the risk of vomiting. Alcohol would do the opposite. This is why benzos are recommended. Same effect without interfering with the method.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Joe Winko ingested SN when he was drunk and didnt go too well with him. Being "drunk" on benzos is much better for this method.
 
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Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
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Joe Winko ingested SN when he was drunk and didnt go too well with him. Being "drunk" on benzos is much better for this method.
"didn't go too well with him," yet he still died. He vomited, which a lot of people will do, AE or not.
 
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Macedonian1987

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Oct 22, 2025
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"didn't go too well with him," yet he still died. He vomited, which a lot of people will do, AE or not.
Yes, he still died but it took him 30 minutes to lose consciousness. I think that if he didn't drank wine and took benzos instead it would have been much peaceful for him. Anyways... I hope his soul is at peace now. He was a good, but severely misunderstood person.
 
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Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
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Yes, he still died but it took him 30 minutes to lose consciousness. I think that if he didn't drank wine and took benzos instead it would have been much peaceful for him. Anyways... I hope his soul is at peace now. He was a good, but severely misunderstood person.
Sorry, I forgot you're an SN expert with years of research, yet you still have to use AI to answer questions.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,039
Sorry, I forgot you're an SN expert with years of research, yet you still have to use AI to answer questions.
I use both Ai and real-life experiences in my SN research, and I have been reading about this method extensively for 2 and a half years, so yeah... You could say I'm a bit of an expert when it comes to this method. :halo:
 
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Mooncry

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Sep 11, 2024
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Sorry, I forgot you're an SN expert with years of research, yet you still have to use AI to answer questions.
Why so hostile? They never claimed to be an SN expert. Taking 30 mins to lose consciousness is a very long time for SN. Usually it happens within 5-7 mins. I also agree the alcohol could have played a part in the delayed onset. Also I have no idea what you mean by "using AI," their answers don't read like AI at all. Very weird thing to accuse that person of.
 
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Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
378
I use both Ai and real-life experiences in my SN research, and I have been reading about this method extensively for 2 and a half years, so yeah... You could say I'm a bit of an expert when it comes to this method. :halo:
Whatever you say, SN expert who knows nothing.
Also I have no idea what you mean by "using AI," their answers don't read like AI at all. Very weird thing to accuse that person of.
It's not an accusation when they have actually done that, and they've literally just said they use AI. Also, just because someone appears conscious doesn't mean they are.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,039
just because someone appears conscious doesn't mean they are.
I know you had an SN attempt and you must now this better than any Ai. So I will ask you this: during the phase in which a person who ingested SN opens his eyes very wide and moves a bit erratic, this person is not fully conscious at this point?
 
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Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
378
I know you had an SN attempt and you must now this better than any Ai. So I will ask you this: during the phase in which a person who ingested SN opens his eyes very wide and moves a bit erratic, this person is not fully conscious at this point?
Going off my experience, I took less SN than him. Reading my medical notes when the air ambulance arrived, I was quote "conscious but confused." Which makes sense because my brain wasn't getting enough oxygen. I was still awake, but mentally I was gone. I didn't know what was happening.
 
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Dante_

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Feb 27, 2025
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I think the more discussions that don't involve AI are present as any point of reference, the better and no offense but, nothing comes to the visceral experience itself.
took benzos
I also must say that repeatedly claiming that if a person did this instead, it would've been peaceful is at best guesswork from what you think would've made a difference in peacefulness when again, I doubt any amount of oral benzos would even significantly change a body's reaction to distress from loss of oxygen.
 
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