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Feb 21, 2020
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is it safe? i want to pretend like i'm going to sleep and everyone else will go to sleep too. no one checks on me in the middle of the night so there will be no interruptions. but i'm afraid that it might be painful so i might scream or something or i might shout for help when i know i'm dying (probably won't happen but still). is this a good way?
 
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rikamonie

rikamonie

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Jun 3, 2020
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is it safe? i want to pretend like i'm going to sleep and everyone else will go to sleep too. no one checks on me in the middle of the night so there will be no interruptions. but i'm afraid that it might be painful so i might scream or something or i might shout for help when i know i'm dying (probably won't happen but still). is this a good way?

as long as youre sure no one will interrupt you for 4 hours or so then its fine, i dont think you will make enough noise to raise concern, wait a bit until they're definitely asleep

personally i will go to hotel to make sure i wont be disturbed
 
Aliali1992

Aliali1992

We only live once..i hope
Jan 3, 2020
155
This could easily go wrong. Weird coincidences only happen in such events....someone could be awake to drink water or anything and he could hear you "vomiting, rattle breathing, snoring" or any sounds that is associated with the SN experience. I recommend you to try and do it alone if you really want to. Unless a part of you wish to be saved.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I think you've already answered your own questions with your fears. Not a good idea if you don't want to be rescued.
 
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Mich517

Mich517

Ex-musician
Jan 9, 2019
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is it safe? i want to pretend like i'm going to sleep and everyone else will go to sleep too. no one checks on me in the middle of the night so there will be no interruptions. but i'm afraid that it might be painful so i might scream or something or i might shout for help when i know i'm dying (probably won't happen but still). is this a good way?
As far as I remember my attempt with SN + DMSO I wasn't in panic, I was only not too very conscious by the certain time and vomited a lot, however my physical balance was bad so take care of being standing/walking.
 
Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
That Shatto chick did it in broad daylight with her mom in the next room over (or a couple rooms over, I forget).
 

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