komakun
anime angel
- Aug 15, 2026
- 16
I know my dad will be devastated.. and probably the only person to check on me and first to find my body which will be unfortunate. He started driving from a different state last weekend cuz I turned off my phone for a few days but I saw an email from him and I didn't want him coming .. especially over nothing
I can't stand my mother though but too long and don't care to share why.
She's visiting my apt now cuz my brother is starting college in my city, and can't even let me sleep in on my day off without coming in my room and taking shit which just triggered a PTSD episode for me. I really can't handle people coming in my room while I'm sleeping from previous trauma but my bedroom door doesn't lock so I just expected she wouldn't do something like that.
I also haven't gotten more than 2-4hrs of sleep a night for the last 2 weeks and just started working a low-paying job where I'm dealing with patients all day so this was my one day to get some rest and recover :') and now I won't be able to sleep..
I can't wait to have everything I need to ctb it should only take a few more weeks. idk everyday something new pushes me towards it. Maybe im entering a minor psychosis because ive started seeing signs of confirmation that this is what i need to do and that ive chosen the proper method. <3
I can't stand my mother though but too long and don't care to share why.
She's visiting my apt now cuz my brother is starting college in my city, and can't even let me sleep in on my day off without coming in my room and taking shit which just triggered a PTSD episode for me. I really can't handle people coming in my room while I'm sleeping from previous trauma but my bedroom door doesn't lock so I just expected she wouldn't do something like that.
I also haven't gotten more than 2-4hrs of sleep a night for the last 2 weeks and just started working a low-paying job where I'm dealing with patients all day so this was my one day to get some rest and recover :') and now I won't be able to sleep..
I can't wait to have everything I need to ctb it should only take a few more weeks. idk everyday something new pushes me towards it. Maybe im entering a minor psychosis because ive started seeing signs of confirmation that this is what i need to do and that ive chosen the proper method. <3
