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Neoatlech

Neoatlech

UN JOUR JE SERAI DE RETOUR PRÈS DE TOI
Aug 15, 2023
39
You can find details on my method here in this post. My checks still show no air leaks but I hope there isn't something I'm missing. I'm going to do it after I post this.

I hope everything works out this time. Even if they don't, I'll probably turn into an unrecognizable vegetable, so I'm effectively dead anyway. I'm doing this with a lot of regrets, I don't want to die just yet. There are so many things out there that I want to do. I'm just tired of it all. I don't regret the time I spent here however, everyone is amazing and I'm glad I got to know some of you.

I just wish CTB was easier on all of us. We all end bitter and alone, scared in our last moments.
 
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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
167
Godspeed, friend. I hope everything ends up okay for you
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hi
Mar 31, 2025
281
Rest well and I wish you everlasting peace. Sorry that it had to come down to this, life is unpredictable.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
453
I wish you luck, let everything go smoothly. I understand your fatigue, life kicks me in the ass every day and running away is the only way out for me
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Warlock
May 10, 2025
787
hope everything goes well for you

send you love and peace ❤️
 
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Neoatlech

Neoatlech

UN JOUR JE SERAI DE RETOUR PRÈS DE TOI
Aug 15, 2023
39
My regulator is being a fucking asshole.
^ video link on whats happening above. it's malfunctioning. I can't even get a proper send off man. holy shit I hate this fucking world
how do i solve this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,680
I understand feeling so tired of it all, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,838
Good luck! I Hope you find peace!
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
963
I'm sorry for your situation and I don't know about the regular. Are you still here, what happened?
 
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Neoatlech

Neoatlech

UN JOUR JE SERAI DE RETOUR PRÈS DE TOI
Aug 15, 2023
39
I'm sorry for your situation and I don't know about the regular. Are you still here, what happened?
The tank's not sending enough gas for some reason it's not the regulator. maybe its the valve or something i dont know
it really doesnt matter at this point anyway i don't live alone and i dont have another opportunity for a while i dont know what to do now
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
135
hope your ride was smooth, rest in peace
 

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