Riots, trauma

[Akerblad]

Well, today I have passed one of my worse day in my whole life, in my Town has been a series of violent riots between police and protesters, but today was the worst, police are complete assassins and does not care kill or hurt people, today a person has been killed for a shot with a tear gas grenade in his chest, I only wake up and see the skirmish, molotov cocktails, tear gas, smoke grenades, that type of things, but the worse part was when the police locked up the protesters in the corner of my house, angry and scared the protesters starts trowing rocks to the police, the police answered trowing tear gas and smoke grenades, various rocks and a tear gas grenade broke the windows and almost hurt my sister, the riots continue and was pure horror and panic, explosions and people screaming, and continue until the 1:00 am

I'm really scared, i can't listen hard noise cause I believe is a riot again, i always look in the window for people running or looking for polices, since the first riot in may 28th, I can't sleep and I can't stay quiet, I feel fear and sadness to see my town in this type of violence and my family is planning to move, I love my Town and I can't avoid feel a deep pain seeing my beloved Town and my beloved country with this kind of repression and political violence, it feels like another reason to kill myself.

 

[Makko]

Where will you be moving?

 

[Akerblad]

Where will you be moving?

I can't go outside my country, I need to look for a safer place here
To cope with the anxiety i drank a beer, I fucking hate the beer and now i want to puke

 

[Insomniac]

I fucking hate the beer and now i want to puke

I feel you. I hate beer and wine but don't have a choice.

Is there a way for you to be prescribed anxiety medication instead?

the riots continue and was pure horror and panic, explosions and people screaming, and continue until the 1:00 am

Honestly, in an ideal world, when shit like that happen in a country, everyone in every single country should mobilize and stop everything they're doing to help the country in trouble.

But we live in a selfish world where people are only about talks and not about action. Nobody actually cares until it's close to home.

I'm really sorry for the horror you're going through, and the total lack of support you're experiencing. The sad thing is that we could stop this if we wanted but we just don't care.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really traumatic having to experience that. This world can be a scary place. I wish you well.